about the post you read, you had mistaken the whole thing..
i'm referring my church friend...
and sorry if you think it was you...
and the post was about me cheryl and amanda and shanny knows who is it...
so, if you think i'm saying about you, sorry i'm not even refering to you...
and the person i hate is not even you.
is amanda from my church.
get it?
don't believe just ask shanny.
she knows everything.

ps : it just a misunderstanding...

Now i'm posting at com lab..
from now, everyday i will go home after school and wait for baby's call...
baby, now you are lock up):
when are you coming out?
i miss you badly...
baby, when you come out we shall go out buy lots of thing...
uhm...
we shall go get the shirt and shorts you want from town and we shall go have the beef hor fun again(:
baby, i'm writing down my everyday thingy at the book and once you are out, you will read it...
oh, at the book i write alot alot thingy to baby and what happen to me...
and thanks edwin for telling me what happen and stuff....
anyway, if baby is out this week or being bail this week, i will be happy(:
hohoho...
baby, i miss you alot alot...
can you don't leave me?
i'm scare to lost you now..
you are my everything...
if today is end of the world, my last breath of word i will tell you is i will not regret being together with you...
amd that what i mean from the bottom of my heart...
so don't don't doubt my love for you(:
shall post till here...

now at com lab posting...
uhm...
shit la...
this school cannot even go listen to music?
then then block alot of website?
even youtube...
but never mind...
i downloading game into my Ipod touch...
let's talk about yesterday...
yesterday went home after school...
then then went home watch tv then take a nap for awhile...
then around 7pm go find my grandma....
then then i reach around 7.30pm..
then then go home around 8pm...
then then reach home...
my mum ask me saturday will i be free...
i told her i will be free...
then she ask me go bukit timah to buy a chocolate cake for my grandma's birthday...
then i was like saying ok?
i dont know what to get for my grandma this year...
so yea....
then then my mum say she cooking pasta and chicken wing?
oh and my mum say she's getting me the river island white shoe and wallet for me(:
thanks mummy!
and today at morning assembly, i make saranya slightly piss off(:
when she talk to me, i just huuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
then she give me that face(:
then then now i'm thinking should i call boon go with me to buy the cake from bukit timah this saturday...

ps : you are always there to cheer me up.

time to post...
you may think why my every post will be at school...
because my computer internet got problem...
anyway, yesterday went vivo with shanny, arina, yazid, but when we reach vivo, arina and yazid go their own ways.
then me and shanny went to the ben and jerry...
wow...
the queueing line is really unbelivable la...
then we queue till half way, we never queue liaos...
then me and shanny intend to go habourfront mac for ice cream...
but yesterday was not our day.
the machine is spoilt then never sell...
it like ...
so we had mac..
i eat my snack wrap and shanny had fillet-O-fish meal...
then we saw yazid and arina then sit together and eat...
then then they went off first because they had finish their meal and me and shanny we stay awhile more...
then then after that, went walk walk...
then went home...
sms with boon hao on the bus...
he ask me what time will i be coming...
then went home bath and all...
boon sms me say he meet me at habourfront then go punggol together...
then suppose to meet him at 5 but i reach at 5.30...
then i reach he give me the stupid look.
then we off go to his house...
then then reach liaos...
some of his friend was also there..
then go talk with the mother...
then 7 we start our steamboat(:
then we chat chat then i drink a little(:
then took the last train home...
boon accompany me home...
then after that take cab home from habourfront...
then chat chat with boon at the cab..
then reach home, my mum was staring at her watch and look at me..
then our conversation starts here :
mum : what time is it now?
me : 11 plus?
mum : do you know you have school tomorrow?
me : ya i know...
mum : then why are you back so late?
me : because i go out late?
mum : this is not an excuse you know that?
me : ya i know..
mum : dont be back late anymore.
me : alright.
me : oh ya, friday i'm going out to meet friend for dinner.
mum : again?!
me : it a friday night(: so i can stay out late
mum : anything.. just dont mix with other people.
me : alright(:
then after that, i went back to my room continus sms boon..
then then went sleep.
then today took train to school...
reach school at 6.50am
think boon is still sleeping.
so i never sms him(:
anyway, i know a make a new friend call ian at the boon house yesterday(:
i wanna change blogskin(:

ps: i'm feeling great

ok..
i must post everyday..
i must be happy every single day..
i must forget about those fucking unhappy things happen in my life.
i must stay optimistic.
i must be focus on my work now...
i'm trying to forget about you..
so please just stop appearing in my mind...
i hate it...
i hate it when you lie to me.
i hate it when you break your promise...
i hate it when you ignore me.
i seriously do hate it!
fucktard, i'm a no one to suffer all this shit.
you give me hell while you are giving her heaven...
shitty hole you are shitting me out.
the memory you give me as a friend keep flashing at my mind...
i dont know why...
i just need a damm long time to forget about you...
seriously, i just want myself to be back to normal...
i'm like been crying for you for countless night?
i'm like quarreling with my parents because you had make me emotional?
everyone around me is cheering me up because of you!
dont you feel guilty asshole?
shit..
my most vulgar post ever...
seriously now, i'm forgetting about him...
i will really never ever mention his name up ever again.
but now i still miss him as a friend deeply ):
i'm trying all my best to forget about him but i cant!
every morning or before i go to bed, i will look at my phone if you got miss call me or sms me...
but i dont get it...
but thanks keith (ACS barker) for being there and cheering me up when i'm sad...
thanks boon hao for lending me your shoulder to cry...
thanks shanny for telling me what i should do and all...
i wanna thanks all of you all who are there for me...
anyway, today is cone day.
going vivo after school for ice cream.
oh and friday i'm meeting lionel at holland for dinner...
long time never meet him liaos...
must meet this friday...
saturday is grandma's 71th birthday(:
i think i gonna get something for her...
and and and later going punggol to meet boon hao go his house for dinner...
eating steamboat with his family(:
shiok...
and and and he said he got a new tattoo...
i'm gonna see how nice is the tattoo...
now i very sians....
super sians la....
today morning almost late for school..
i woke up late...
then mummy take her time to dress up and all...
then i reach school just in time...
oh, lionel know my cousin(:
they are studying in the same poly...
what a cool thing luh...
anyway, shall post till here.
post more some other time (:

ps : i will be happy from now on!

now it time to post...
at It lab now...
feel fasturated at class...
i fail my science test.
i scored 8 out of 20 overall..
did damm bad...
anyway, wednesday met shaun for dinner.
had dinner at vivo...
then went walk walk..
around 11 went home...
chatted with him on phone after that till 2 plus?
oh ya...
to shaun EX girlfriend :
you are the one who break his heart and all.
please stop pushing the blame to other people.
and ge the fuck facts right that me and him are just friend!
dont spamm my inbox with nonsense that i cant take it.
i tell him is because i never even doing any fuck thing!
just stop all your childish act.
ask yourself how you have treated him then kao bei me.
i'm not your dog for you to kao bei.
and dont act like you are still his stead..
it over...
really over...
face the fact!
and dont only start to treasure him once you lost him.
it a no use thing!

and you!
please stop finding faults with me!
i never even make you.
so please stop all your stupid act.
only low Iq poeple does all this.
don't think that we dont know what you do.
and stop being a hypocrite!
you tell people that you hate her like fuck and infront act so good to her for what?
you are just using her!
stop it luh!
it just only 4 more months la...
just stop all this nonsense la...

ps : i hate you no matter what..

time to post.
went school.
actually dont feel like going...
but oh well, just go.
then morning meet up with shanny...
then assembly...
then attire check for the whole school.
was being caught for my nails being long.
have to cut on the spot.
so while, cut lor.
but did not really cut.
just trim short...
then then after school meeting baby(:
long long time never see him liaos...
then yesterday cab down to serene centre with emily and brenda.
but before going to serene centre, went slacking with grace, gina, charmaine and shanny..
we had an awesome talk la...
then while wwaiting for emily and brenda, had ice tea and cheese pancake...
talk alot to grace(:
then after finish, we go on separate ways...
then me, emily and brenda off we go to serene centre.
then they went to have buy ice cream from island creamery?
then had mac for lunch...
not feeling very well because i come that thing.
it like a ....
around 5 plus, took 74 to bouna vista then change to 145?
then went home...
tomorrow i dont know if i wanna go church not...
argh...
getting shiity about this matter...
anyway, tomorrow got oral..
all the best to those people who i know for oral(:

ps: i love you from the bottom of my heart

ok.
time to post...
past few days lots of things has happen..
lots of tears had been shed this past days...
it really hurts me when you and me go on separate ways...
i keep listening to the song that you sent me really make me cry non stop.
every night without fail, i will cry myself to sleep.
why am i doing all this?
is because i cant take the fact that you had leave me when you are in the bad mood.
is like WTF?
anyway, i dont feel like saying more...
yesterday went out with brenda and emily...
went to eat botak jones and regreted alot?
lols...
after that, PMS is here.
mood swing...
after that we went NTUC look for sweets.
i cant find the sweet that i want so i decided to go bukit merah NTUC and buy.
took bus 14 home with brenda.
then i get down earlier than her and i went to buy my sweets.
i meet him for awhile after that.
after meeting him, i go my grandma house.
when i reach, no one is there.
so i went to meet my father at west coast plaza.
then my mum came and meet us and we had dinner together.
after that, was talking some crap and we went home.
then at night, he sms me.
and we was talking on the phone also...
so we ended up patching up.
i was really super happy at the point of time...
because i shed most of my tears because of him and because i love him...
and we are ok already(:
shall post till here.
sunday meeting him(:

ps: loving you is not difficult at all.