ok..
i must post everyday..
i must be happy every single day..
i must forget about those fucking unhappy things happen in my life.
i must stay optimistic.
i must be focus on my work now...
i'm trying to forget about you..
so please just stop appearing in my mind...
i hate it...
i hate it when you lie to me.
i hate it when you break your promise...
i hate it when you ignore me.
i seriously do hate it!
fucktard, i'm a no one to suffer all this shit.
you give me hell while you are giving her heaven...
shitty hole you are shitting me out.
the memory you give me as a friend keep flashing at my mind...
i dont know why...
i just need a damm long time to forget about you...
seriously, i just want myself to be back to normal...
i'm like been crying for you for countless night?
i'm like quarreling with my parents because you had make me emotional?
everyone around me is cheering me up because of you!
dont you feel guilty asshole?
shit..
my most vulgar post ever...
seriously now, i'm forgetting about him...
i will really never ever mention his name up ever again.
but now i still miss him as a friend deeply ):
i'm trying all my best to forget about him but i cant!
every morning or before i go to bed, i will look at my phone if you got miss call me or sms me...
but i dont get it...
but thanks keith (ACS barker) for being there and cheering me up when i'm sad...
thanks boon hao for lending me your shoulder to cry...
thanks shanny for telling me what i should do and all...
i wanna thanks all of you all who are there for me...
anyway, today is cone day.
going vivo after school for ice cream.
oh and friday i'm meeting lionel at holland for dinner...
long time never meet him liaos...
must meet this friday...
saturday is grandma's 71th birthday(:
i think i gonna get something for her...
and and and later going punggol to meet boon hao go his house for dinner...
eating steamboat with his family(:
shiok...
and and and he said he got a new tattoo...
i'm gonna see how nice is the tattoo...
now i very sians....
super sians la....
today morning almost late for school..
i woke up late...
then mummy take her time to dress up and all...
then i reach school just in time...
oh, lionel know my cousin(:
they are studying in the same poly...
what a cool thing luh...
anyway, shall post till here.
post more some other time (:

ps : i will be happy from now on!