i will only stop loving you till the day you tell me that you don't love me anymore.
all the up and down we have gone through, all the happiness we had share, it all kept in my heart.
you tell me you don't want to see me cry anymore and just only want to see me smile.
you paste a spongebob sticker on the back of your motorcycle because you know i love spongebob. you told me it break your heart to see me crying for you...
you told me if you can bring that in to singapore, you will get anything i want from vivo.
you told me to write my everyday life in the powerpuff girl book when you're not with me.
you make me happy, you make me sad.
where are you now?
i seriously miss you alot.
i'm going crazy because of you.
you done nothing to hurt me.
we never even really quarrel anything at all.
before you go, you told me to wait for you.
you told me you don't like me to go ITE and you want me to study better.
you some sort of scolded me because i told you i cheat during math exam.
i just realise that i didn't treasure the time we had together.
i just want to tell you this.
even though, i have to wait, i will wait and i just want to tell you, my love has never change for you. i still love you like how i love you last time.
all the sweet thing that you did for me i really love it.
the cake you draw for me at jurong point, i really love it.
all the things you have given me, i still have it with me.
i just hope 3 years will pass super fast.
i just want nothing but you.
i don't want any single shit thing from vivo.
because i just only want you.
i love the surprise you gave me.
i love to sit on your motorcycle.
that second last night spending time with you, you come kallang to fetch me out after the peranakan concert i watched with my mum.
the warm you had given me i love it.
i love it when you hug me tight.
i love it when you are out, you come right to my house and bring me out sitting on your motorcycle even you don't have any liscence.
you will care for me more than yourself even i just had a small little knock at my head when my head accidentally knock against your room table.
you know that i don't like you to smoke so much and you even reduce from 1 pack a day till half pack.
i love to hug you because i get to smell the smoke smell and your calvin klein perfume mix together at your shirt.
i love it when i drink too much you will stop me for drinking.
i love to go out with you and your friends because i can get to see jokes around.
i love to see you smile when you like the boxers that i get for you.
i never regret loving you at all.
if i have 3 wishes, the first wish i'm gonna wish is, time flies to 3 years time and i'll get to see you again.
second wish, i wish that all the baddies will be gone.
and the last wish i'm gonna wish is ask for 3 more wishes.
8 more days you are turning 18.
and that is when you really can take your motorcycle liscence.
but i think have to wait 3 years then can take. =/
shall post till here.


ps : i'm counting down to your birthday.