ok.
i didn't went out.
instead he came my house.
sounds better huh.
after baby came, i cook porridge for him.
it my first time.
so well...
he said was ok.
so alright.
after that, baby went to the work thingy so i'm all alone.
then jerome text me and said he would like to come over and accompany me.
so i was like ok sure.
he reached, we watch ghost of my girlfriend's past.
was quite nice though.
after watching finish, he left.
so, tomorrow maybe i'm meeting jerome at vivo.
my head is killing me.
shucks.
anyway, i shall post till here.

PS : panadol kills my headache

somehow i still think i kinda miss you.
all the memory will just flash back sometimes.
the days we had together.
i really misses it so much.
i really wanna wake up from this dream soon.
i had enough of it though i admit i miss you.
but everything must start afresh once again.
i can't keep hanging on like this.
end up, i'm the one suffering.
i've decided to throw away all the stuff you have given me.
i deicded to throw and delete all the pictures we had taken together.
i will aldo delete your number from my phone list.
it takes up my phone space,
SHUCKS!
i shall really forget about him here right now!

ps : i don't love you anymore.

alright..
time to post.
yay..
i'm turning 16 next tuesday (:
anyway, i tomorrow going down to baby house to take care of him.
he just had his throat operation =/
so tomorrow will go home straight after school and change and go his house.
and just now, went to visit shanny.
she was feeling ok...
get well soon pal.
just 5 more papers.
and prelim will be over.
yes.
i don't like prelim.
shucks!
and thanks jerome for the vodka (:
shall post till here.

ps : i need to buck up

i'm doing some random pictures

rosanne, shanny and me. we were the only ones at room i guess?

i'm really tire.
tire of alot of things.
but, there are friends who cheer me up who i really appreciate alot.
so, i must really hang on.
15 more days and i'm turning 16!
woah..
i'm like so happy(:
today school was ok.
just abit the sleepy.
what to do?
monday blues what...
then class was ok.
then during english class feel damm fuck up.
my class, someone is trying to act like a fool and is damm idiotic.
and the most joke thing is.
my close passage, i make a few mistake.
and the guys laugh.
tsk tsk...
what a joke.
laugh all you all want.
because i don't give a damm at all.
then after school met up with kenneth chong then go slack talk talk just for awhile.
then me and shanny went vivo to do the photo thingy and i went to buy marissa's birthday present (:
after going vivo, went habourfront mac for lunch with shanny.
eat till damm full.
so we went to slack around then go home.
reach home, bath then msn uncle ask him come and fetch me over.
then he came.
and i play with my baby cousin.
and my mum allow me to ton for the last time at this friday before prelims start.
soooo happy :D
thanks mummy...
currently now having a heavy flu.
which i don't know how i get it too...
and next friday, after prelim, i shall go watch harry potter(:
yay...
great plans that i had made.
shall post till here.

ps : let's riot and create havock at the scene!

i just reach home.
went to dua baby's birthday dinner...
food was not bad...
after that, went home..
was really tire...
oh ya...
and yesterday night, i had the most shiok night..
i slept from 10 till the 10 the next morning.
totally 12 hours of sleep.
and i feel so relax.
then i forget to charge my phone.
alot people spam my phone till battery flat.
aaron ,willie ,trixia and adam all know what happen to me...
and they really did cheer me up.
ok. they are coming my house.
and i told them what they should buy.
adam - one bottle of jim bean , chivas or vodka (choose himself. )
willie - bring enough food. ( i don't want 2 or 3 am walk with you to bukit merah mac to buy food. )
aaron - 2 packets of cigg(: (you are the smoke machine among us.)
trixia - coke (:
why adam must bring chivas, jim bean or vodka, because he's the richest among us (:
i'm receiving alot of prank call now adays...
i bet those people who prank call me has nothing better to do.
so who cares?
alright.
should post till here.
post more tomorrow (:

ps : counting down... 17 more days !

ok.
time to post.
came home not long ago...
today after school went out with emily and brenda.
went west coast to find emily and someone else...
then we had lunch at west coast cafe.
the chicken cutlet is not even nice...
got chinese herb smell...
but never mind.
while waiting for the food,
i 3G with my mum.
ahahs...
i can see her and she can't see me.
muahahas...
then after eating finish, went town.
took bus 175 to town to collect my old phone.
after that, we went to walk walk...
waited till 6 plus, cheryl and jiajun came.
then went to kopitiam to find them.
then had dinner together.
then jiajun went off first because he's going jamming with church people?
i don't know.
that what i heard from cheryl.
then after that, emily went off first...
then left me , brenda and cheryl.
then at ps, can't find bossini.
so we headed to vivo.
then emily called say she saw my brother?
lol...
nvm...
then i really went insane...
my hand hair and brenda's hand hair keep touch together then got a electric shock feeling.
very pain...
then not only brenda.
cheryl also the same...
then we joke and laugh alot...
around 8 plus, went home.
took 131 home while cheryl and brenda took train home.
ok.
tomorrow is dua baby's birthday.
shall wake up early and buy him his favourite food for him and sent it to his house.
18 more days to my big day...
muahahs...
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow.


ps : i've gotten over you.

EVERYTHING IS REALLY OVER.
I KNOW YOU WILL READ MY BLOG SO GO AHEAD.
WHAT YOU TELL ME, MY FRIENDS SAY ARE ALL BULLSHIT.
HOW MUCH WE HAD BEEN THROUGH, YOU HAVE FUCKING KNOW FOR YOURSELF.
HOW WE ENDED UP LIKE THIS TODAY, ASK YOURSELF.
YOU BELIEVE THAT EDWIN TELL YOU THOSE THING.
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE ME?
EDWIN IS YOUR WHO AND I'M YOUR WHO?
FORGET ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT.
AND THANKS FOR THE CHALET YOU HAVE BOOK FOR ME AND EVEN PAID FOR ME.
BUT LEAVE IT FOR YOURSELF.
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE ME NOW.
TIRE.
I'M REALLY TIRE...

PS : I'LL WASH MY HAND OFF EVERYTHNG NOW.

TO LOL.
DON'T FUCK AROUND WITH ME.
WHAT YOU WANNA SAY ABOUT ME GO AHEAD.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ON WHAT YOU SAY ANYMORE.
AND PLEASE LA.
IF YOU GOT THE GUTS,
PUT YOUR FUCKING REAL NAME.
BLOODY MOFO.
SPAM ALL YOU LIKE SAY ALL YOU LIKE.
BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST WASTING YOUR DAMM TIME AND NOT MY TIME.

baby now went to meet probation officer...
yesterday chat till him till 4am.
woke up at 5am. tire...
and sorry saranya...
promise to go home with you but in the end i went off with gina and charmaine.
i know you are angry.
sorry...
really sorry ok?
no more of this next time.
i promise you.
i love you.
and i also love you shaun(:

ps : don't fuck around with me

alright. i just came home not long.
had my shower and now it time to post.
didn't went home yesterday.
because went baby house ton(: met with baby yesterday.
he came my house delivering my breakfast right to my doorstep.
so he came.
went back to my room and sleep.
so baby slept with me because he's tire.
then around 1pm, woke up. ate the thing baby bought for me then went to bath.
then after bath woke baby up. then baby went to bath too.
then after that, went to parkway...
we went to meet his mum and brother.
then baby went to buy new phone.
then he bought the same phone as me.
sweet of him(: then then walk walk wait for his dad to come...
then before that went top shop to get something for him..
then his dad say meet us at crystal jade.
so we went crystal jade to meet his dad.
then had dinner with his family.
after dinner, me and baby went to east coast for awhile...
then the parents and us went different way.
then sat on baby's motor go east coast.
he say he want to sell his motor and buy a car.
i was like uh..ok lor. then met his 'brothers' at east coast...
then they smoke. and baby did a damm basturd thing.
he know i pierce smiley. then he go bluff me say my mouth got thingy stuck there then want help me take out. then in the end he go turn out one side of my smiley stud ball.
i was like ouch and i quickly push him but baby too strong then he took out the stud.
his 'brothers' look at us.
then i was like WTF. then after awhile he return me my stud then i ask him to put back for me. so he did. (:
then he said he go in only 2 months plus i pierce here and there. then he say what if 3 years? everywhere also have. then i promise him that smiley is my last piercing.
so i won't pierce anymore.
then slack till 2. then went back to baby house sleep.
then he on his air con and it like so cold.
18 degree la. then i'm like freezing over there. then went to bath. change into baby's shirt and boxer (:
then we went to sleep. this morning woke up at 1.30pm. then went check up with him and his mum.
because the mum wants him to do a check up. don't know why also.
then after that. we went great world for lunch at kenny roger.
was damm happy(: the mum treat us eat.
then baby also did something good for me on my birthday.
he say he'll try to book a chalet for me on my birthday and celebrate.
he's paying everything(:
baby ask me what i want for my birthday...
and i still don't know. still thinking...
then dinner we went ang mo kio.
visited my uncle first.
then he bought food for my uncle.. then my uncle was like asking who is he. then i said is my boyfriend.
then my uncle smile all the way.
i also don't know why... then chatted with my uncle.
then push him back to his ward and he rest.
then me and baby went AMK hub to walk walk. didn't buy much stuff.. t
hen after that, he sent me home...
baby ask me to do my best for tomorrow oral.
he said just pretend i'm talking to him (:
shall post till here...

ps : you are back in my life again (:

baby is out.
baby , you better not do any stupid things anymore hor.
if you go inside one more time i sure i will smack you(:
anyway...
baby also lost my number.
because his mum go delete everyone's number in his phone.
was at school waiting for shanny and marissa for their oral.
then after that went to the toilet.
then yao sheng call me.
the he was saying
yao sheng : hello
me : hello. who are you?
yao sheng : i'm yao sheng la.
yao sheng : eh, your bf ask you to contact him back.
me : huh? my bf?
yao sheng : ya la. shaun ask you to contact him back la.
me : huh? orh...
i quickly call shaun.
but then i end the call again.
then yao sheng friend call me then say i fucking idiot?
wtf?!
nvm.
then baby miss call me.
then i call back.
then he was like hello.
i was like oh my. am i dreaming?
then i start crying.
is like he bluff me lor.
say will go in for years.
then only 2 months only..
anyway, don't care.
then we catch up alot of thing...
then chat with him till i reach home..
tomorrow maybe meeting baby?
awww....
i miss him (:
i told him i'm having 'N' level oral this coming monday.
then he ask me to try my best.
then i was like ok lor.
then he make me did a most stupidest thingy in my whole life infront of the public.
which i'm not gonna say.
it is really damm embarassing la...
nvm...
super happy...
shall post more tomorrow (:

ps : you make me go up and down (:

i pierce my damm smiley.
delia help me to pierce.
thank you so much.
then after that went home...
wa...
sms juyan the whole day till batt going flat.
anyway...
now my taaggboard is so fun.
i am being spam by some childish freak that has no guts to put his/her real name and name him/herself 'LOL'.
WTF...
i'm gonna let her spam all she want..
i take this as a childish act.
so all this in my mind, it is just a nothing.
and to that 'LOL' please kindly grow up.
i don't give a damm how you critisise me.
just do all you can.
it don't really hurt me.
and you will have retribution...
just wait and see (:
yesterday went plaza sing with jesslyn to collect my phone.
then after that, went pastamania for lunch.
damm full...
then bought a 'GUESS' wallet.
for just only 57 bucks.
was damm hell cheap la.
then after that went clementi find juyan to play badmiton...
then after that, went for dinner together.
after dinner, he sent me home...
hmmmm...
friday going out with emily and brenda.
time to catch up with them.
alright.
shall post till here.

ps : nothing you said had hurt me childish moron.