I don't know what's wrong with me.
but still.
i'm gonna write this.
4 years of friendship not everyone has it.
and i wanna thank you 2 who is always there for me.
but the most hated thing is, you all just don't share things with me.
ok ok.
maybe you all can say is just a small matter so it ok...
but i also don't know why the hell do i care so much for the both of you.
you went to ton at changi alone.
and all you tell is only her and never tell me?
ok fine.
i'm now gonna give up on everything.
and you wanna go a not tomorrow, it ok.
i shall not care anymore.

alright.
i just came back from hospital.
i choke on a fish bone yesterday.
and it is stuck at my throat.
shaun accompany me to SGH.
then wait for hours then can took out the damm bone.
my troat hurts.
and the bill came out of 90 bucks.
just take out a bone 90 bucks?
anyway, shaun pay for it.
he insisted of paying.
after that,
went tiong bahru plaza for dinner.
had sakea sushi for dinner.
drank miso soup and ate some sushi.
doctor say i can't anyhow eat anything because later may cause infection.
then i ate a raw sashimi.
is damm nice.
then now shaun is at my house resting.
because he say he never really sleep?
anyway, if possible, he will fetch me go school tomorrow.
anyway, yesterday went to vivo city and walk walk with shaun.
then i got myself a shirt from top shop , mango top and a zara top.
even though i'm broke, i can still get it.
because i ask the money from mummy.
muahahs...
shaun get himself a flip flop from newurbanmale.
and got discount.
because boon was working (:
then after that, we headed to holland crystal jade restaurant for dinner.
then he ordered this fish that has alot of bone in it.
and he didn't tell me there's alot of bone.
anyway, it over already (:
and i notice that i did not logg out from msn from yesterday till now.
and my music is playing too.
and thanks to shaun, my Ipod touch battery flat.
we are challenging the ladygaga 7 mins plus song.
but i still win him.(:
tomorrow is monday.
means is schoolday.
and at night, i'm going for the event that ash asked me.
the weird thing is he reminded me on msn few days back.
and ash got an extra ticket and shaun say he wanna go?
ok.
so tomorrow's plan shall be :
after school, rush straight to town to collect my shoe and repair mummy's phone .
must get home by 5.30 and get ready by 7.
and ash will drive me to shatec.
and i will meet shaun there.
alright.
i shall post till here.
i'm going to rest now.

ps : fish bone is a killer!

i just woke up.
came home at 4am this morning.
was really tire.
and i reach home, i straight away go to my bed.
i can't take it.
and i gave my first NC 16 show to ORPHAN.
the show is nice and scary.
watch it with shaun.
went to meet aunt at 6.20pm at tiong to watch where got ghost.
after that at around 8.30, met mummy and we went newton for dinner.
around 10, shaun came and join us.
after not long, me and shaun left and we went vivo.
went to catch orphan.
was fucking scary.
luckily shaun was there (:
after watching, he went 7 eleven and he bought drink.
we went east coast, sit down chat and drink.
around 3.30am , he sent me home.
i'm still feeling tire.
and i shall not ton anymore.
N level left about 18 days i think?
after N level i shall ton all i want.
and mummy had help me download tap tap lady gaga and cold play into my Ipod.
thanks mummy.
shall post till here.

ps : hangover sucks.

i just came back from school.
and i'll be going down to town to repair my another touch screen phone and meeting agnes at tiong to watch the show orphan at 6.20pm.
and i will meet shaun at 10 to catch a midnight movie.
school was fun.
had laughter all they way.
me, shanny, arina and i think saranya make a new friend call bouncy (:
ask arina.
she know more about it.
ahahs..
anyway.
passerby, i find you are really very weird.
you know why?
because it is just a photo or what and you want to make it till the police knews it.
and come on, if you know me and shanny from what class, why the heck are you still putting passerby instead of your real name?
we even found out the IP address and where you stay and all.
don't you find yourself stupid or maybe even dumb?
yar yar.
you can dirty my blog by scolding me Mother Fucking Bitch and all.
but that doesn't even make me sad or even cry.
you know what?
you are just a entertainer at here you know?
you are making everyone laughing at you instead of praising you that you did a good job.
and, i did not even say that you are lawrence chan.
the starhub maxonline is under this person called lawrence chan.
you can denied say that you don't know him?
but how can you not know this person when this IP address is under his name?
come on passerby.
if i just seriously hand your IP address to the police, the police is going after you and not me.
and you know what?
i go to the police not because i'm humji or what.
because it is pointless for me to shoot you back and you will shoot me back.
and in the end, this war will never end.
so i rather let the police handle everything?
won't it be better for you passerby?
you can then slowly explain it to the police and not me.
come on, at last, you are the one getting it and not me.
please simply grow up la passer by.
shall post till here.

ps : put your real name if you have the guts. don't just put passerby.

ok.
it has been a long time since i post.
shall post it now.
yesterday went to jolean's birthday party.
drank jim bean and vodka.
shiok.
but before drinking that, garfield let me drink this beer.
nicer than tiger beer.
the alcohol level is only 4.9%
and it not that bitter than tiger beer.
after drinking, went to her room and use the com.
then at around 8 plus, we start drinking.
i brought the vodka over.
mummy and daddy didn't mind i drink.
they just say know my limit.
then before that, 3 plus, brought the food that mummy had cooked to her house.
asked garfield and their maid to take the food up while me and jolean went to greenwood to collect her birthday cake.
then after collecting the cake, went serene centre to buy ice cream at island creamery.
had teh terik and fresh banana.
was awesome.
after that, went to buy bread for the curry and we headed back home.
and i wore my new zara tank top.
super happy.
then waited at her house for everyone to arrive.
so first to arrive is her aunt , uncle and grandma.
then slowly everyone start to come.
daddy came.
daddy pass me the bottle of beer and we drank it.
then garfield took out her jim bean from her room and vodka and bring it out.
who's looking for vintage stuff?
i have lobang!
look for me (:
ps : need to buy my camera charger.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
i simply love my birthday this year.
i want to thanks alot people for the present that they had given me.
thank you :
arina and yazid for giving me the bear from build a bear and name the bear as mel instead of idiot (:
saranya for the cute bear you have bought for me and i shall name the bear as sarah(:
boon for buying that newurbanmale slipper with the silver colour words (:
jerome for the vodka (:
kor kor for the red crumpler sling bag (:
mummy for newurbanmale slipper with the gold colour words (:
junhao for the necklace you had given me (:
and last, i must really thanks this 2 bitches.
THANK YOU EMILY AND BRENDA FOR THE EASTPAK BAG AND THE 2 BOXES OF CHEESECAKE AND TARTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME(:
i also wanna thanks ash and keith (ACS) for cheering me up when i'm sad on my birthday.
thank you so much.
upcoming meeting,
will be maybe meeting wianto at town to take my belated birthday present.
meeting cheryl AKL for a day outing.
oh,
and i also wanna thanks everyone who wishes me happy birthday on my birthday .
i can't post any picture now because there's something wrong with blogger.
i shall upload once the thingy is ok (:
shall post till here.

ps : i love my birthday soooooo much (:

alright.
i just came back from eating with my family.
i collected 3 red packets (:
now i'm rich..
oh, and just now went vivo to buy shanny's birthday present and my flip flop from newurbanmale.
then had a little conflict with mummy.
because i want that slipper cost 60bucks?
and she say was too expensive.
but in the end she bought for me.
boon was working.
then he serve me.
ahahs...
he was hinting me to buy 2 flip flop then i get 20percent for each flip flop.
i get the gold words.
boon say he will get for me the silver words for my birthday!
thank you boon (:
2 more days i'm turning 16.
super happy (:
i don't care if i get any present on my birthday.
as long as i'm happy on my birthday, that makes my day (:
even though i'm not with shaun, i still can live happily..
that a damm good thing.
that means that, he's no longer important in my life.
who cares about him?
lol.
alright.
shall post till here.

ps : even though you are no longer in my life, i still can live happily and not crying everyday.