ok.
this post is more to 4I people.
right now, we have only about 4 more days to stay as the class 4I.
after that, all of us will be going in different direction and strive for the goal in our life.
all the good memory, bad memory we had together.
think about it now.
it really makes me laugh.
anyway, end of the day, i will write to every teacher a letter.
espically to mr liew.
he has really taught me to be mature and stuff.
how times flies?
back then we were only sec 1 and we were calling each other names and all.
now we are sec 4.
and most of us has turn to be mature.
i really feel that secondary school really makes me happy.
the friends i had made.
my best friends who i have known.
and my close friend who are always there for me.
but i wanna say this to a girl in my class.
you are the one who is there for me all the time i guess.
when i break with shaun, you were the one comforting me all the way.
telling me to move on and forget about him.
and i really did.
all the happy , sad, angry memory you had given me, i felt really great.
and marissa, shanny and saranya, thanks for all the laughter and joy you all had brought in my life.
we laugh together, we went for lunch together.
is really awesome.
and i wish that there is no time machine to bring me back to last last last year or sec 1.
honestly speaking.
i really wish to leave fairfield as soon as possible.
is because of this girl in my class.
i really fucking hate her.
i know hate is a strong word.
but i really can't use dislike on her.
because i really really hate her.
once she come back, everyone is living in fear.
scared that their things will get stolen.
and come on.
you have the guts to bitch or betray someone, why you don't have that damm guts to say him or her infront of him or her face?
somehow, i really pity you.
i really wish to bury the grudges i have in you.
but i fucking can't do it.
you fucking screw up my sec 3 life.
you go around telling rumours about me.
so, are you telling me by doing this , this will satisfy your life?
WTF.
don't think i don't know you were the one who stole my 10 bucks that time.
and you try to act hypocrite by asking me your money got stolen?
come on la.
is only a 10 bucks.
i can take it from my parents or i can even fucking earn it back.
and i also wanna thank you for teaching me to think out of the box, teaching me to be mature and stuff.
without you ruining my sec 3 life, i think i will still be fooling around and getting into more trouble.
without you ruining my sec 3 life, i won't even know who's my best friends and close friends.
ya you may be reading this or what.
just go ahead and read.
and name yourself as passerby again and spam my taggboard with those CHILDISH nonsense again.
and all my friends will be laughing at you again.
seriously, you are the joke in my life.
do you know that?
and let me tell you something that you don't know.
i have been imitating you infront of my outside friend.
they all laugh about it.
not laughing at me.
but is you.
and this is what you teach me.
once a loser always a loser.
you ARE a loser!
anyway, this is what i wanna say about you.
if i continue saying about you, i scare my computetr will hang halfway through.

ps : post for 4I