WOW?

2010-01-24T12:15:00.000-08:00

Time to post now.
today didn't went out with hubby.
last minute his mum ask him to go out with her -.-
friday, went home straight after school, change then went down batok meet marissa and charmaine.
me and marissa took the same train but we didn't know.
then met charmaine at the interchange.
bus-ed down to shatec.
fuck.
the uncle fucking play us sia.
make us walk one big round.
nvm, after that, cab down to beach road.
then bought cigg and char went to look for her stuff but sadly, can't find.
then walk to haji lane.
then went shesha.
hubby call me asking me where am i.
i told him i'm at haji lane.
worse thingy is, he told me he will go home, but he surprised me but coming to find me.
fuck, i was totally in a shock.
then hubby came, i kept super quiet.
i don't know why.
so, after awhile, we got better (:
then left around 7 to went shopping with honey.
sorry char and marissa!
really sorry to PS the both of you.
my bad.
sorry.
then me and hubby walked to bugis MRT.
then saw kongkit, isabelle and the rest.
went to chat with them awhile.
then train came.
then went back to hubby.
went to vivo.
had pepper lunch for dinner.
and before that, hubby and me went to top shop.
hubby saw a cardigan he likes alot.
but then he no money to buy.
so, i buy for him first (:
then after dinner, went to the sky garden, sit and chatted with hubby till 11 plus, he sent me home.
then he cabbed home.
then yesterday, woke up, change then cabb-ed down to hubby house.
then baby met me at his house bus stop then went up his house.
hubby change then we went bedok to look for his brother sean.
then slack with him then me and hubby took 65 to town.
then cine took neo print and shop for clothes (:
then after that, around 7 plus, trained to vivo and had dinner at carles junior.
hubby order a set and an extra burger for me.
after that was super full to the max!
then went to walk around.
then around 10 plus, hubby sent me home.
sat downstair then chatted with hubby.
then i hugged hubby one last time before going in.
then hubby called me when he reach home .
i miss hubby super alot.
only can meet him on friday till sunday.
because hubby studied till 6 or later and i studied till 5 almost everyday.
i want me hubby now!! ):
shall post till here (:

2009-12-09T20:24:00.000-08:00

alright.
today went home straight from work.
baby tomorrow taking off and accompanying me at office (:
and thank you baby soo soo much.
baby getting me a new IPOD Touch!
yay!
thanks baby (:
and next week going KL.
and baby is not going.
so, i'm gonna miss baby thousand times.
but i just only gonna go for 3 days.
so yea, just bear with it. (:
meeting baby tomorrow for dinner (:
ok, shall post till here.
on the line with baby right now (:

ps : i'm loving you more and more.

2009-12-05T20:32:00.000-08:00

I'm just came back with baby from city square mall.
super tire.
ok, woke up at 7 plus.
went church with grandma for service.
after church service went breakfast with grandma, mum and dad.
after breakfast went baby's house to look for him.
then baby woke up, waited for him at the living room while he's changing to go out.
so, after changing, we went to get frolick and look for my cousin who's working at sushi tei.
then chatted awhile, off we went.
trained down to farrer park.
then walked to city square mall.
shop around.
bought stuff.
then lunch at Pizza Hut.
after eating, continue to look for me and baby's stuff.
but end up, can't get it.
so around 6 plus, went off.
went ABC market for dinner.
share food qith baby (:
then after that, baby sent me home (:
so, i just finish bathing and right now posting (:
I'm missing baby ):
oh, and i'm going malaysia in 2 weeks time.
go on the saturday morning and back on monday (:
and i shall get my LV wallet from there.
and is not fake LV.
mummy is getting me a LV wallet from the botique at KL (:
I'm so looking forward.
alrigt.
shall post till here.

ps : baby i miss you ):

2009-11-29T20:40:00.000-08:00

Today was not really a good day.
wanted to go for class chalet.
mum don't allow and boss don't allow me to take leave.
baby knew and baby did a super sweet thing to cheer me up.
as usual, baby went to my work place to pick me up.
and then he wrote me a letter and bought a rose for me (:
after that.
went great world for dinner.
we had fish and Co.
and and and we went to walk around great world.
so after walking around.
i still get to bought a top from ZARA.
and the happiest thing of earth is i got my pay!
shiok!
i gonna get my laptop real soon.
and i'm gonna get a new Ipod Touch.
16GB.
earning money by myself is really shiok.
ok.
shall blog till here.
blog more next time(:

2009-11-24T00:20:00.000-08:00

I'm starting to blog lesser.
i'm tire of lots of stuff.
and baby, you are the reason for me to go on in my life.
anyay, i have been spending every sum of money i have with me.
went to do french medicure at bishan on sunday while baby waited for me for 1 and a half hour. sorry honey.
then we shp around junction 8 then headed to town.
bought 2 forever 21 shirt and went top man and bought baby a top.
then went ciney to get frolick then walk around town.
around 8 plus, baby sent me home.
as he say i got work the next day.
so, ok lor.
today i was late for work.
and baby got off day (:
so he text me till 6, he called me saying he's waiting for me to go dinner together.
then went vivo with baby to have dinner at marche.
me and baby shared most of the food.
so yea, didn't spent much.
70 plus (:
was cheap though (:
and is worth it.
went walk around.
and i wanted to get the ALDO flat so much.
but baby insisted getting that heels.
so end up, only got myself a topshop top.
went home after that.
baby tomorrow is working (:
not gonna meet him till saturday (:
me and baby going paris ris park to play then after that shall proceed going to herman's chalet (:
shall post till here.
CIAOS.

ps : baby, from the day we are together, i really put in 100% of my love into thi relationship. and sorry for not be there for you during that APEC period while you are having your duty.and baby, we are gonna walk through this road through thick and thins togther yea? i love you hanz yeo.

2009-11-11T22:41:00.000-08:00

Time to post.
I just watch Singapore Idol the result Show.
And DUANE is out.
while...
no comment about it.
anyway move on to other topic.
ok, currently my assets only left $100plus?
and i'm gonna last it till end of the month.
next week i will have 1050 bucks to spent.
shiokk!
but never mind. i want to save money.
and friday, will be my date out with my bitch charmaine.
and baby's 'O' level finish!
super happy.
that means he can spent more time with me!
i miss baby...
i miss baby super alot.
saturday faster come.
going out with baby and meeting baby and parents for dinner at night.
and maybe going to ton at baby house at night?
see first.
and sunday meeting emily and brenda for outing!
i missing them alot.
it been like ages since we meet.
am i right?
ahah!
I guess i got nothing more to say.
shall post till here then!
CIAOS!

ps : in the right mood now.

2009-11-09T13:11:00.000-08:00

I DON'T FUCKING OWN YOU A LIVING BRANDON KOH.
YOU DON'T FUCKING JUMP STRAIGHT TO A CONCLUSION TO JUDGE ME.
IF YOU FUCKING WANT TO JUST JUMP INTO A CONCLUSION TO JUDGE ME, I CAN ALSO DO THE SAME TO YOU.
BUT I JUST DIDN'T DO IT.
YOU VENT YOUR ANGER ON ME FOR THE PASS FEW DAYS, FORGET IT. I LET THE MATTER REST.
NOW YOU WANT TO FUCK AROUND WITH ME AGAIN?
FUCK YOU!
I DIDN'T SAY I DON'T WANT TO MEET UP WITH YOU.
I ONLY TOLD YOU SOMEHWERE THIS WEEK.
JUST DON'T GO AROUND TELLING THEM SAY I PANGSEH YOU AND ALL.
FUCK.
WHO'S THE FUCKER ALWAYS PANGSEH US?
IF YOU READ MY POST YOU NOT HAPPY WHAT I WRITE JUST SAY.
DON'T SAY BEHIND MY BACK.
AND WHAT I SAY IS THE FACT!

PS : YOU DON'T FUCKING TEST MY PATIENCE BRANDON KOH.

2009-10-05T21:31:00.000-07:00

ok.
this post is more to 4I people.
right now, we have only about 4 more days to stay as the class 4I.
after that, all of us will be going in different direction and strive for the goal in our life.
all the good memory, bad memory we had together.
think about it now.
it really makes me laugh.
anyway, end of the day, i will write to every teacher a letter.
espically to mr liew.
he has really taught me to be mature and stuff.
how times flies?
back then we were only sec 1 and we were calling each other names and all.
now we are sec 4.
and most of us has turn to be mature.
i really feel that secondary school really makes me happy.
the friends i had made.
my best friends who i have known.
and my close friend who are always there for me.
but i wanna say this to a girl in my class.
you are the one who is there for me all the time i guess.
when i break with shaun, you were the one comforting me all the way.
telling me to move on and forget about him.
and i really did.
all the happy , sad, angry memory you had given me, i felt really great.
and marissa, shanny and saranya, thanks for all the laughter and joy you all had brought in my life.
we laugh together, we went for lunch together.
is really awesome.
and i wish that there is no time machine to bring me back to last last last year or sec 1.
honestly speaking.
i really wish to leave fairfield as soon as possible.
is because of this girl in my class.
i really fucking hate her.
i know hate is a strong word.
but i really can't use dislike on her.
because i really really hate her.
once she come back, everyone is living in fear.
scared that their things will get stolen.
and come on.
you have the guts to bitch or betray someone, why you don't have that damm guts to say him or her infront of him or her face?
somehow, i really pity you.
i really wish to bury the grudges i have in you.
but i fucking can't do it.
you fucking screw up my sec 3 life.
you go around telling rumours about me.
so, are you telling me by doing this , this will satisfy your life?
WTF.
don't think i don't know you were the one who stole my 10 bucks that time.
and you try to act hypocrite by asking me your money got stolen?
come on la.
is only a 10 bucks.
i can take it from my parents or i can even fucking earn it back.
and i also wanna thank you for teaching me to think out of the box, teaching me to be mature and stuff.
without you ruining my sec 3 life, i think i will still be fooling around and getting into more trouble.
without you ruining my sec 3 life, i won't even know who's my best friends and close friends.
ya you may be reading this or what.
just go ahead and read.
and name yourself as passerby again and spam my taggboard with those CHILDISH nonsense again.
and all my friends will be laughing at you again.
seriously, you are the joke in my life.
do you know that?
and let me tell you something that you don't know.
i have been imitating you infront of my outside friend.
they all laugh about it.
not laughing at me.
but is you.
and this is what you teach me.
once a loser always a loser.
you ARE a loser!
anyway, this is what i wanna say about you.
if i continue saying about you, i scare my computetr will hang halfway through.

ps : post for 4I

2009-09-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

saturday overnight at baby's place.
study all the way.
till night, we talk till 3 am then sleep.
then this morning, was supposed to wake up at 8. but end up, baby and me woke up at 9.30am.
so we cab down to lido.
then went to look for my parents.
then around 1, we went our own way.
me and baby went to ION.
baby went top shop to buy some clothes for himself.
and me, i did not buy anything.
and daddy say he's sponsoring me for dyeing and highlighting my hair and mummy will sponsor my hair for reborn(:
thanks!
then trixia called baby's phone looking for me because my batt totally gone dead.
then me and baby trained down to Lot 1 to meet trixia.
then talk and slacked with trixia , aaron and baby.
then went trixia house to get back my bag, then we went back Lot 1 for dinner.
then after dinner, me and baby went first.
went IMM to meet daddy and mummy.
after awhile, daddy and mummy went home first.
then i trained home with baby.
at the train, was playing with my IPOD all the way.
happpy (:
then baby sent me till my house.
then he cabbed home (:
now currently on the phone with baby (:
super happy.
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow i guess?

ps : you brighten up my day

2009-09-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

18 more days to the next N level paper.
24 more days and i'm leaving fairfield.
2009 past very fast.
it is just like a flash and it gonna be 2010.
so now, i shall start mugging for my nex N level paper.
i shall work hard and enjoy later.
what mummy say really make sense.
what for you enjoy now and suffer later?
i really want to get a good N level cerfiticate and get to the course i want in ITE.
I don't want to go to the course that is lousy and nobody wants it and the course i don't even know any single thing.
alright, talk bout this next time.
because still got like months to decide?
should i get an Imac?
or a Dell laptop?
mummy say now Dell also have the same function as Imac?
I have no idea.
If i get a Dell laptop, i want either red or white colour and must have webcam.
so i don't have to waste money to buy a webcam.
If i get Imac, then is white la.
no other colour.
alright.
tomorrow is BEN's DAY (:
I'm going out with baby to study together (:
saturday i don't wanna go to the what thailand temple with parents.
do, i'm tonning at baby house then meet dad and mum on sunday at Lido for breakfast.
baby is going (:
shall post till here.

ps : happy but tire.

2009-09-08T00:20:00.000-07:00

it been a long time since i post.
now i shall post(:
just ended webcamming with jolean.
i miss her so much....
be back soon ok?
35 more days. shall wait.
and on the phone now with benjamin (:
today is the first day of 'N' level .
quite shag.
first paper was chinese paper 1 till 8.36am.
so half of the class decide to go bowling (:
we went there too early so decided to go for breakfast.
went to mac, to many people.
so decided to go KFC for breakfast.
me and marissa went to redraw money we went KFC find them after that.
and when i went in,
roystan this bitch said something stupid.
i went in. he ask me this :
roystan : eh, melissa which school is easiest to burn down?
me : huh?
roystan : which school is easiest to burn down?
me : clementi wood?
and i didn't know that there were 3 clementi wood students over there.
so i was like oh my..
i didn't mean it seriously.
and in the first place i didn't know that you all were there.
super sorry.
after that, never mind.
continue our breakfast.
had a great joy with the half class.(:
then after that we went west bowl for bowling.
ahahs...
darren challange me bowling.
i win him.
muahahs...
anyway, it only a game.
win or lose also have never mind (:
after bowling went back school sit down and slack till the time is up.
then went for second paper (:
after paper, went home.
quickly went to take medicine.
i think i'm gonna visit the doctor soon(:
shall post till here (:

ps : you make my day (:

2009-08-31T13:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.
but still.
i'm gonna write this.
4 years of friendship not everyone has it.
and i wanna thank you 2 who is always there for me.
but the most hated thing is, you all just don't share things with me.
ok ok.
maybe you all can say is just a small matter so it ok...
but i also don't know why the hell do i care so much for the both of you.
you went to ton at changi alone.
and all you tell is only her and never tell me?
ok fine.
i'm now gonna give up on everything.
and you wanna go a not tomorrow, it ok.
i shall not care anymore.

2009-08-23T20:55:00.000-07:00

alright.
i just came back from hospital.
i choke on a fish bone yesterday.
and it is stuck at my throat.
shaun accompany me to SGH.
then wait for hours then can took out the damm bone.
my troat hurts.
and the bill came out of 90 bucks.
just take out a bone 90 bucks?
anyway, shaun pay for it.
he insisted of paying.
after that,
went tiong bahru plaza for dinner.
had sakea sushi for dinner.
drank miso soup and ate some sushi.
doctor say i can't anyhow eat anything because later may cause infection.
then i ate a raw sashimi.
is damm nice.
then now shaun is at my house resting.
because he say he never really sleep?
anyway, if possible, he will fetch me go school tomorrow.
anyway, yesterday went to vivo city and walk walk with shaun.
then i got myself a shirt from top shop , mango top and a zara top.
even though i'm broke, i can still get it.
because i ask the money from mummy.
muahahs...
shaun get himself a flip flop from newurbanmale.
and got discount.
because boon was working (:
then after that, we headed to holland crystal jade restaurant for dinner.
then he ordered this fish that has alot of bone in it.
and he didn't tell me there's alot of bone.
anyway, it over already (:
and i notice that i did not logg out from msn from yesterday till now.
and my music is playing too.
and thanks to shaun, my Ipod touch battery flat.
we are challenging the ladygaga 7 mins plus song.
but i still win him.(:
tomorrow is monday.
means is schoolday.
and at night, i'm going for the event that ash asked me.
the weird thing is he reminded me on msn few days back.
and ash got an extra ticket and shaun say he wanna go?
ok.
so tomorrow's plan shall be :
after school, rush straight to town to collect my shoe and repair mummy's phone .
must get home by 5.30 and get ready by 7.
and ash will drive me to shatec.
and i will meet shaun there.
alright.
i shall post till here.
i'm going to rest now.

ps : fish bone is a killer!

2009-08-22T16:37:00.000-07:00

i just woke up.
came home at 4am this morning.
was really tire.
and i reach home, i straight away go to my bed.
i can't take it.
and i gave my first NC 16 show to ORPHAN.
the show is nice and scary.
watch it with shaun.
went to meet aunt at 6.20pm at tiong to watch where got ghost.
after that at around 8.30, met mummy and we went newton for dinner.
around 10, shaun came and join us.
after not long, me and shaun left and we went vivo.
went to catch orphan.
was fucking scary.
luckily shaun was there (:
after watching, he went 7 eleven and he bought drink.
we went east coast, sit down chat and drink.
around 3.30am , he sent me home.
i'm still feeling tire.
and i shall not ton anymore.
N level left about 18 days i think?
after N level i shall ton all i want.
and mummy had help me download tap tap lady gaga and cold play into my Ipod.
thanks mummy.
shall post till here.

ps : hangover sucks.

2009-08-21T14:16:00.000-07:00

i just came back from school.
and i'll be going down to town to repair my another touch screen phone and meeting agnes at tiong to watch the show orphan at 6.20pm.
and i will meet shaun at 10 to catch a midnight movie.
school was fun.
had laughter all they way.
me, shanny, arina and i think saranya make a new friend call bouncy (:
ask arina.
she know more about it.
ahahs..
anyway.
passerby, i find you are really very weird.
you know why?
because it is just a photo or what and you want to make it till the police knews it.
and come on, if you know me and shanny from what class, why the heck are you still putting passerby instead of your real name?
we even found out the IP address and where you stay and all.
don't you find yourself stupid or maybe even dumb?
yar yar.
you can dirty my blog by scolding me Mother Fucking Bitch and all.
but that doesn't even make me sad or even cry.
you know what?
you are just a entertainer at here you know?
you are making everyone laughing at you instead of praising you that you did a good job.
and, i did not even say that you are lawrence chan.
the starhub maxonline is under this person called lawrence chan.
you can denied say that you don't know him?
but how can you not know this person when this IP address is under his name?
come on passerby.
if i just seriously hand your IP address to the police, the police is going after you and not me.
and you know what?
i go to the police not because i'm humji or what.
because it is pointless for me to shoot you back and you will shoot me back.
and in the end, this war will never end.
so i rather let the police handle everything?
won't it be better for you passerby?
you can then slowly explain it to the police and not me.
come on, at last, you are the one getting it and not me.
please simply grow up la passer by.
shall post till here.

ps : put your real name if you have the guts. don't just put passerby.

2009-08-16T18:51:00.000-07:00

ok.
it has been a long time since i post.
shall post it now.
yesterday went to jolean's birthday party.
drank jim bean and vodka.
shiok.
but before drinking that, garfield let me drink this beer.
nicer than tiger beer.
the alcohol level is only 4.9%
and it not that bitter than tiger beer.
after drinking, went to her room and use the com.
then at around 8 plus, we start drinking.
i brought the vodka over.
mummy and daddy didn't mind i drink.
they just say know my limit.
then before that, 3 plus, brought the food that mummy had cooked to her house.
asked garfield and their maid to take the food up while me and jolean went to greenwood to collect her birthday cake.
then after collecting the cake, went serene centre to buy ice cream at island creamery.
had teh terik and fresh banana.
was awesome.
after that, went to buy bread for the curry and we headed back home.
and i wore my new zara tank top.
super happy.
then waited at her house for everyone to arrive.
so first to arrive is her aunt , uncle and grandma.
then slowly everyone start to come.
daddy came.
daddy pass me the bottle of beer and we drank it.
then garfield took out her jim bean from her room and vodka and bring it out.
who's looking for vintage stuff?
i have lobang!
look for me (:
ps : need to buy my camera charger.

2009-08-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
i simply love my birthday this year.
i want to thanks alot people for the present that they had given me.
thank you :
arina and yazid for giving me the bear from build a bear and name the bear as mel instead of idiot (:
saranya for the cute bear you have bought for me and i shall name the bear as sarah(:
boon for buying that newurbanmale slipper with the silver colour words (:
jerome for the vodka (:
kor kor for the red crumpler sling bag (:
mummy for newurbanmale slipper with the gold colour words (:
junhao for the necklace you had given me (:
and last, i must really thanks this 2 bitches.
THANK YOU EMILY AND BRENDA FOR THE EASTPAK BAG AND THE 2 BOXES OF CHEESECAKE AND TARTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME(:
i also wanna thanks ash and keith (ACS) for cheering me up when i'm sad on my birthday.
thank you so much.
upcoming meeting,
will be maybe meeting wianto at town to take my belated birthday present.
meeting cheryl AKL for a day outing.
oh,
and i also wanna thanks everyone who wishes me happy birthday on my birthday .
i can't post any picture now because there's something wrong with blogger.
i shall upload once the thingy is ok (:
shall post till here.

ps : i love my birthday soooooo much (:

2009-08-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

alright.
i just came back from eating with my family.
i collected 3 red packets (:
now i'm rich..
oh, and just now went vivo to buy shanny's birthday present and my flip flop from newurbanmale.
then had a little conflict with mummy.
because i want that slipper cost 60bucks?
and she say was too expensive.
but in the end she bought for me.
boon was working.
then he serve me.
ahahs...
he was hinting me to buy 2 flip flop then i get 20percent for each flip flop.
i get the gold words.
boon say he will get for me the silver words for my birthday!
thank you boon (:
2 more days i'm turning 16.
super happy (:
i don't care if i get any present on my birthday.
as long as i'm happy on my birthday, that makes my day (:
even though i'm not with shaun, i still can live happily..
that a damm good thing.
that means that, he's no longer important in my life.
who cares about him?
lol.
alright.
shall post till here.

ps : even though you are no longer in my life, i still can live happily and not crying everyday.

2009-07-30T20:05:00.000-07:00

ok.
i didn't went out.
instead he came my house.
sounds better huh.
after baby came, i cook porridge for him.
it my first time.
so well...
he said was ok.
so alright.
after that, baby went to the work thingy so i'm all alone.
then jerome text me and said he would like to come over and accompany me.
so i was like ok sure.
he reached, we watch ghost of my girlfriend's past.
was quite nice though.
after watching finish, he left.
so, tomorrow maybe i'm meeting jerome at vivo.
my head is killing me.
shucks.
anyway, i shall post till here.

PS : panadol kills my headache

2009-07-30T14:18:00.000-07:00

somehow i still think i kinda miss you.
all the memory will just flash back sometimes.
the days we had together.
i really misses it so much.
i really wanna wake up from this dream soon.
i had enough of it though i admit i miss you.
but everything must start afresh once again.
i can't keep hanging on like this.
end up, i'm the one suffering.
i've decided to throw away all the stuff you have given me.
i deicded to throw and delete all the pictures we had taken together.
i will aldo delete your number from my phone list.
it takes up my phone space,
SHUCKS!
i shall really forget about him here right now!

ps : i don't love you anymore.

2009-07-29T21:17:00.000-07:00

alright..
time to post.
yay..
i'm turning 16 next tuesday (:
anyway, i tomorrow going down to baby house to take care of him.
he just had his throat operation =/
so tomorrow will go home straight after school and change and go his house.
and just now, went to visit shanny.
she was feeling ok...
get well soon pal.
just 5 more papers.
and prelim will be over.
yes.
i don't like prelim.
shucks!
and thanks jerome for the vodka (:
shall post till here.

ps : i need to buck up

2009-07-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

i'm doing some random pictures

rosanne, shanny and me. we were the only ones at room i guess?

shanny and me (:

we love each other so much.

that we kiss (:

marissa, kenneth and me

me and shanny taken by my phone camera.

pictures say everything.

post till here.

ps : we shall never break apart anymore.

2009-07-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

pictures of today and yesterday.

let's start saying.

yesterday after school went slacking with charmaine and gina...

then not long, gina boyfriend came...

then something happen in the middle...

not gonna say what happen...

then around 4 plus ,

charmaine's "boyfriend" came and join us.

i play my I-touch game till around 5, then me , charmaine and her "boyfriend" left first.

then we went back to school use the toilet.

then this bitch did something obnoxious in the toilet...

then we were saying something then charmaine dare me to do somethin on her.

then i told her if she dare me i will do it..

then i push her to the toilet then she laugh laugh say don't want.

lol...'then after that, went to wait for my bus.

my bus came then i board the bus and i bid farwell to charmaine and her "boyfriend".

then today...

was the most shiok day...
lesson was pretty ok...

slack day of the week.

then slept from free period all the way till class contact.

shiok.

then during PE , me and crystal ask for mask and we wear it.

went into the toilet, took some photos with me, crystal and saranya.

saranya ask for the mask slightly later than us.

so, after that,

went back to the so call "gym" and slack there.

times up, went back class sleeping.

the chinese teacher was a loud speaker..

so , i put my ear phone and listen to my songs then i fell asleep.

after school, went commanwealth to look for charmaine and gina.

then went to slack.

gina boyfriend came, then me and charmaine left to buy something...

halfway through waiting for bus, gina called.

say her key is with charmaine.

so, we walked back to here house the pass her her house key.

then me and charmaine left.

took 153 to bukit merah and bought a cake.

collecting it tomorrow and charmaine will accompnay me (:

then after that, took bus to my house.

charmaine went to watch tv and i bath...

then after finish, went out.

walked with her to the outside bus stop to take 61 and i took 57.

smsed her and terence when i'm on the way to my grandma house.
reach there, saw dua baby sleeping so soundly...

so decided not to wake him up.

then somehow, my cousin woke him up.

he wake up, give me a high five, then went to had his dinner.

then play my tap tap till my baby cousin came...

played with him...

and after that, went to fetch my dad...

and my mum bought the wrong presentation board for me...

oh well...

shall post till here.

and and

HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY MARISSA ! (L)

ps : feeling lucky

2009-07-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

picutres of me and shanny at vivo.

went vivo to collect our photo with kenneth..

we slack till 5 plus, marissa came.

and we went to slack again...

then walk around, went home after that..

was really tire...

i don't know if i'm emotional tire or physically tire seriously...

it ok.

i'm gonna move on.

and i will move on.

shall post till here.

ps : tire.

2009-07-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

i'm really tire.
tire of alot of things.
but, there are friends who cheer me up who i really appreciate alot.
so, i must really hang on.
15 more days and i'm turning 16!
woah..
i'm like so happy(:
today school was ok.
just abit the sleepy.
what to do?
monday blues what...
then class was ok.
then during english class feel damm fuck up.
my class, someone is trying to act like a fool and is damm idiotic.
and the most joke thing is.
my close passage, i make a few mistake.
and the guys laugh.
tsk tsk...
what a joke.
laugh all you all want.
because i don't give a damm at all.
then after school met up with kenneth chong then go slack talk talk just for awhile.
then me and shanny went vivo to do the photo thingy and i went to buy marissa's birthday present (:
after going vivo, went habourfront mac for lunch with shanny.
eat till damm full.
so we went to slack around then go home.
reach home, bath then msn uncle ask him come and fetch me over.
then he came.
and i play with my baby cousin.
and my mum allow me to ton for the last time at this friday before prelims start.
soooo happy :D
thanks mummy...
currently now having a heavy flu.
which i don't know how i get it too...
and next friday, after prelim, i shall go watch harry potter(:
yay...
great plans that i had made.
shall post till here.

ps : let's riot and create havock at the scene!

2009-07-18T22:22:00.000-07:00

i just reach home.
went to dua baby's birthday dinner...
food was not bad...
after that, went home..
was really tire...
oh ya...
and yesterday night, i had the most shiok night..
i slept from 10 till the 10 the next morning.
totally 12 hours of sleep.
and i feel so relax.
then i forget to charge my phone.
alot people spam my phone till battery flat.
aaron ,willie ,trixia and adam all know what happen to me...
and they really did cheer me up.
ok. they are coming my house.
and i told them what they should buy.
adam - one bottle of jim bean , chivas or vodka (choose himself. )
willie - bring enough food. ( i don't want 2 or 3 am walk with you to bukit merah mac to buy food. )
aaron - 2 packets of cigg(: (you are the smoke machine among us.)
trixia - coke (:
why adam must bring chivas, jim bean or vodka, because he's the richest among us (:
i'm receiving alot of prank call now adays...
i bet those people who prank call me has nothing better to do.
so who cares?
alright.
should post till here.
post more tomorrow (:

ps : counting down... 17 more days !

2009-07-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

ok.
time to post.
came home not long ago...
today after school went out with emily and brenda.
went west coast to find emily and someone else...
then we had lunch at west coast cafe.
the chicken cutlet is not even nice...
got chinese herb smell...
but never mind.
while waiting for the food,
i 3G with my mum.
ahahs...
i can see her and she can't see me.
muahahas...
then after eating finish, went town.
took bus 175 to town to collect my old phone.
after that, we went to walk walk...
waited till 6 plus, cheryl and jiajun came.
then went to kopitiam to find them.
then had dinner together.
then jiajun went off first because he's going jamming with church people?
i don't know.
that what i heard from cheryl.
then after that, emily went off first...
then left me , brenda and cheryl.
then at ps, can't find bossini.
so we headed to vivo.
then emily called say she saw my brother?
lol...
nvm...
then i really went insane...
my hand hair and brenda's hand hair keep touch together then got a electric shock feeling.
very pain...
then not only brenda.
cheryl also the same...
then we joke and laugh alot...
around 8 plus, went home.
took 131 home while cheryl and brenda took train home.
ok.
tomorrow is dua baby's birthday.
shall wake up early and buy him his favourite food for him and sent it to his house.
18 more days to my big day...
muahahs...
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow.

ps : i've gotten over you.

2009-07-16T12:56:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING IS REALLY OVER.
I KNOW YOU WILL READ MY BLOG SO GO AHEAD.
WHAT YOU TELL ME, MY FRIENDS SAY ARE ALL BULLSHIT.
HOW MUCH WE HAD BEEN THROUGH, YOU HAVE FUCKING KNOW FOR YOURSELF.
HOW WE ENDED UP LIKE THIS TODAY, ASK YOURSELF.
YOU BELIEVE THAT EDWIN TELL YOU THOSE THING.
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE ME?
EDWIN IS YOUR WHO AND I'M YOUR WHO?
FORGET ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT.
AND THANKS FOR THE CHALET YOU HAVE BOOK FOR ME AND EVEN PAID FOR ME.
BUT LEAVE IT FOR YOURSELF.
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE ME NOW.
TIRE.
I'M REALLY TIRE...

PS : I'LL WASH MY HAND OFF EVERYTHNG NOW.

2009-07-15T17:28:00.000-07:00

TO LOL.
DON'T FUCK AROUND WITH ME.
WHAT YOU WANNA SAY ABOUT ME GO AHEAD.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ON WHAT YOU SAY ANYMORE.
AND PLEASE LA.
IF YOU GOT THE GUTS,
PUT YOUR FUCKING REAL NAME.
BLOODY MOFO.
SPAM ALL YOU LIKE SAY ALL YOU LIKE.
BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST WASTING YOUR DAMM TIME AND NOT MY TIME.

baby now went to meet probation officer...
yesterday chat till him till 4am.
woke up at 5am. tire...
and sorry saranya...
promise to go home with you but in the end i went off with gina and charmaine.
i know you are angry.
sorry...
really sorry ok?
no more of this next time.
i promise you.
i love you.
and i also love you shaun(:

ps : don't fuck around with me

2009-07-12T23:23:00.000-07:00

alright. i just came home not long.
had my shower and now it time to post.
didn't went home yesterday.
because went baby house ton(: met with baby yesterday.
he came my house delivering my breakfast right to my doorstep.
so he came.
went back to my room and sleep.
so baby slept with me because he's tire.
then around 1pm, woke up. ate the thing baby bought for me then went to bath.
then after bath woke baby up. then baby went to bath too.
then after that, went to parkway...
we went to meet his mum and brother.
then baby went to buy new phone.
then he bought the same phone as me.
sweet of him(: then then walk walk wait for his dad to come...
then before that went top shop to get something for him..
then his dad say meet us at crystal jade.
so we went crystal jade to meet his dad.
then had dinner with his family.
after dinner, me and baby went to east coast for awhile...
then the parents and us went different way.
then sat on baby's motor go east coast.
he say he want to sell his motor and buy a car.
i was like uh..ok lor. then met his 'brothers' at east coast...
then they smoke. and baby did a damm basturd thing.
he know i pierce smiley. then he go bluff me say my mouth got thingy stuck there then want help me take out. then in the end he go turn out one side of my smiley stud ball.
i was like ouch and i quickly push him but baby too strong then he took out the stud.
his 'brothers' look at us.
then i was like WTF. then after awhile he return me my stud then i ask him to put back for me. so he did. (:
then he said he go in only 2 months plus i pierce here and there. then he say what if 3 years? everywhere also have. then i promise him that smiley is my last piercing.
so i won't pierce anymore.
then slack till 2. then went back to baby house sleep.
then he on his air con and it like so cold.
18 degree la. then i'm like freezing over there. then went to bath. change into baby's shirt and boxer (:
then we went to sleep. this morning woke up at 1.30pm. then went check up with him and his mum.
because the mum wants him to do a check up. don't know why also.
then after that. we went great world for lunch at kenny roger.
was damm happy(: the mum treat us eat.
then baby also did something good for me on my birthday.
he say he'll try to book a chalet for me on my birthday and celebrate.
he's paying everything(:
baby ask me what i want for my birthday...
and i still don't know. still thinking...
then dinner we went ang mo kio.
visited my uncle first.
then he bought food for my uncle.. then my uncle was like asking who is he. then i said is my boyfriend.
then my uncle smile all the way.
i also don't know why... then chatted with my uncle.
then push him back to his ward and he rest.
then me and baby went AMK hub to walk walk. didn't buy much stuff.. t
hen after that, he sent me home...
baby ask me to do my best for tomorrow oral.
he said just pretend i'm talking to him (:
shall post till here...

ps : you are back in my life again (:

2009-07-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

baby is out.
baby , you better not do any stupid things anymore hor.
if you go inside one more time i sure i will smack you(:
anyway...
baby also lost my number.
because his mum go delete everyone's number in his phone.
was at school waiting for shanny and marissa for their oral.
then after that went to the toilet.
then yao sheng call me.
the he was saying
yao sheng : hello
me : hello. who are you?
yao sheng : i'm yao sheng la.
yao sheng : eh, your bf ask you to contact him back.
me : huh? my bf?
yao sheng : ya la. shaun ask you to contact him back la.
me : huh? orh...
i quickly call shaun.
but then i end the call again.
then yao sheng friend call me then say i fucking idiot?
wtf?!
nvm.
then baby miss call me.
then i call back.
then he was like hello.
i was like oh my. am i dreaming?
then i start crying.
is like he bluff me lor.
say will go in for years.
then only 2 months only..
anyway, don't care.
then we catch up alot of thing...
then chat with him till i reach home..
tomorrow maybe meeting baby?
awww....
i miss him (:
i told him i'm having 'N' level oral this coming monday.
then he ask me to try my best.
then i was like ok lor.
then he make me did a most stupidest thingy in my whole life infront of the public.
which i'm not gonna say.
it is really damm embarassing la...
nvm...
super happy...
shall post more tomorrow (:

ps : you make me go up and down (:

2009-07-08T22:34:00.000-07:00

i pierce my damm smiley.
delia help me to pierce.
thank you so much.
then after that went home...
wa...
sms juyan the whole day till batt going flat.
anyway...
now my taaggboard is so fun.
i am being spam by some childish freak that has no guts to put his/her real name and name him/herself 'LOL'.
WTF...
i'm gonna let her spam all she want..
i take this as a childish act.
so all this in my mind, it is just a nothing.
and to that 'LOL' please kindly grow up.
i don't give a damm how you critisise me.
just do all you can.
it don't really hurt me.
and you will have retribution...
just wait and see (:
yesterday went plaza sing with jesslyn to collect my phone.
then after that, went pastamania for lunch.
damm full...
then bought a 'GUESS' wallet.
for just only 57 bucks.
was damm hell cheap la.
then after that went clementi find juyan to play badmiton...
then after that, went for dinner together.
after dinner, he sent me home...
hmmmm...
friday going out with emily and brenda.
time to catch up with them.
alright.
shall post till here.

ps : nothing you said had hurt me childish moron.

2009-06-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

Today is term 3 first day of school....
i'm still in my holiday mood i guess?
but anyway, the time for this term is totally horrible.
it like eeeewwww...
anyway, was glad that keith , bryan and willie was so kind to ask me look forward to school.
thank you guys..
and willie, i think you got H1N1 la.
like one fucking swine like that.
sleep non stop.
go your house pass you your thingy, still sleeping.
but thanks for waking me up in the morning (:
adn today lesson is like damm draggy...
if you are inside my class, you will really feel like sleeping la.
and i got something to tell you ARSEHOLE.
stop being so childish la.
have a mature mindset la.
come on.
the things you say about me, doesn't affect me anymore!
a pot calling a kettle black?
WHAT THE FACK.
please facking look at yourself before judging at someone.
you are no better to.
if you say i'm fat, what about you?
you are fatter than me facker.
so, please shut the fack up if you are fat too.
such as CHILDISH KIDDO like you, is a loser.
my cousin can be much more mature than you.
and please dont think you are really big shot in class or school.
why? big shot huh?
big in the size only?
WHAT THE FACK!
i told willie about what happen today.
and he laigh all the way with me la.
come on la...
people laugh is not laughing at me.
but is you idiot!
what a joke!
lol...
today after school went to slack with charmaine.
then went to her house after that.
around 5, went home.
was totally system down.
so, hang on with it.
then was raining heavily...
like WTH.
but never mind...
then went hospital at night.
charmaine is like a radio sia.
can talk non stop eh...
pro pro..
went home at 9?
then i just finish bathing and i'm posting.
maybe tomorrow i'll pierce my tongue with the money my father give me (:
alright, nvm...
shall post more tomorrow (:
CIAOS PEEP!

ps : tiring day

2009-06-24T01:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2MONTHS BABY!
I LOVE YOU LOADS! <3

even though i know that you can't be there for me everytime when i need someone, our heart is always gonna be together...
yesterday went to see baby..
he slim down alot ):
i miss him alot alot...
we catch up alot alot..
and he told me alot of stuff.
he told me to wait for him.
and i'm gonna do that.
after that, went to hospital with edwin...
went to visit my uncle.
then he keep crap alot with my uncle then make my uncle laugh.
they both is like AKL sia..
anyway, is my bad to post in the middle of the night.
sorry.
can't take picture with baby ):
officer don't let.
but it ok.
at least i get to visit baby (:
then around 5.15pm, leave home.
went to meet edwin again then play badmiton at clementi sports hall.
and this friday, i'm going down to funan the kimage to cut my freaking hair.
my mum force me to cut off my frindge since i don't like to pin my frindge.
so i shall cut it.
and sunday going bukit panjang coslab to trim my eyebrow.
ok. i'm doing all this with all my own money.
so, i'm good after all.
and guess what?
i got the same phone as rendall.
it like wow...
my phone LCD the corner spoilt.
but still can be use.
don't know which mofo go touch my phone.
but rendall say it ok because i won't make any matter.
so, monday night was chatting with him at night on the phone.
and this is our conversation.
rendall : hello
me : eh, you!
rendall : what?
me : lol.. nothing. call you for fun.
rendall : lame la. chat with me. i'm bored.
me : ok lor.
me : fuck my this new phone la. suddenly got one purple line appear out of nowhere.
rendall : what happen to your phone?
me : i don't know eh. that time i go wash my face then come back, the purple line appear liao.
rendall : you using touch screen phone?
me : ya.
rendall : i think is the LCD spoil. but it ok de. won't make any difference.
me : oh.. ok
rendall : what phone did you buy?
me : samsung pixon lor.
rendall : hmmm... sounds fimilar.
me : norh.. that phone. more and the camera than phone. 8 megapixel de la.
rendall : oh that phone ah?
me : yar. why?
rendall : eh, we got that same phone sia.
me : really mehs?
rendall : duh!
me : oh.. good la..
this is our damm conversation then we notice we got the same phone.
anyway, thursday i cant be at home.
my house electricity is gonna be cut off then i have to wake up early.
i wont be at home too.
because i'm going to meet rendall at douby ghout in the morning then go sengkang for breakfast then go his house do my IPOD.
anyway, shall post till here.
post more tomorrow i guess?

ps : i love you for the way you are baby...

2009-06-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

ok.
i came home long ago from vivo and now it time to post.
and yay!
i got my new phone.(:
samsung pixon.
all thanks to saranya.
that time i called her and chat for awhile.
then after she hang the called, my whole phone went insane again.
so i managed to call my mum and tell her my phone is spoilt.
and she say she will get me a new one by this week.
and today went down vivo with my parents to get a new phone.
my mum bought 2 samsung pixon.
one for me.
and the other for my brother.
both of us get black as pink is not really nice.
so so, mummy always say phone is gonna last for 2 years.
but in the end is always 1 year plus.
so, now my mum is using my brother touch screen phone and now both me and my brother get a new phone!
shall post till here.

ps : i love my phone.

2009-06-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BABY!

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to baby.
happy birthday to you.

boy, today is the day where you turn 18.
and 6 more days is our coming 2 months.
i'm wishing everyday to pass fast so i can see you soon.
when i turn 19, is the day i can celebrate your birthday with you.
so, faster come out ok?
i love you boy.

anyway, today i really found out something.
my phone is really gonna die soon.
but never mind.
i'm getting my new phone this coming saturday and not end of year due to my phone.
so i should thanks my phone alot.
mummy say she will either buy the samsung pixon or the phone my brother using now for me.
and i'm like so happy.
after months that my button is spoil.
now can finally get a new phone.
but i will die die want the samsung pixon.
good thing about samsung pixon is, it can sms in both way.
the vertical and the horizontal way.
and the phone my brother using cannnot.
only one way.
even though, both is touch screen phone, samsug pixon is better.
it has 8.0 megapixel and my brother phone camera only got 3.5 megapixel.
eh, i think i'm getting a red lap top.
red colour is sexy and nice.
so i think i'll get red then.
ok.
shall post till here.

ps : boy, never to leave me alone in the dark.

2009-06-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

alright.
now is 2.03am in the morning and i shall post since i'm bored.
this few days, did nothing much...
went out almost everyday.
so... thursday went changi overnight there with emily and brenda.
chit chatted and i did some of my homework.
and willie called me so i chat with him from 2 plus to 5 plus in the morning?
so reach tiong around 6.45am, meet up with kok soon for awhile.
slack with him till 8 plus then went home.
went home, bath then willie call me and chat.
chat till around 11 plus, leave home and went to the hospital.
continue chatting with him till i reach hospital then i hanged the call and continue to text him.
then my phone was damm screw.
the whole function inside is like spoil?
then ask around for spare phone.
but now my phone ok liaos.
oh yea, my mum ask me to choose a colour for my laptop.
she say she will either get it for my birthday or end of the year (:
i want a red colour lap top.
i die die want red.
then maybe my father getting for me a dog for my birthday.
he ask me to choose.
hoho...
i love 2009.
i like simply can get what i want from my parents.
then saturday went willie house to eat crab.
wth, i peel the shell till it cut my hand then got blood.
but luckily willie help me to put plaster on it (:
thanks pal.
then yesterday went out with xinling.
we went town.
and i didn't get anything much accept for a body splash..
then today went vivo with her for dinner.
we was like, saying random thing to make the both of us laugh.
what the fuck.
we are damm freaking lame.
i'm turning bankrupt soon.
it like...
melissa have no money anymore.
she needs money now.
but she won't steal or what(:
nvm.
shall post till here.
and and and , 2 more days you are turning 18!
i love you boy.

ps : you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.

2009-06-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

i will only stop loving you till the day you tell me that you don't love me anymore.
all the up and down we have gone through, all the happiness we had share, it all kept in my heart.
you tell me you don't want to see me cry anymore and just only want to see me smile.
you paste a spongebob sticker on the back of your motorcycle because you know i love spongebob. you told me it break your heart to see me crying for you...
you told me if you can bring that in to singapore, you will get anything i want from vivo.
you told me to write my everyday life in the powerpuff girl book when you're not with me.
you make me happy, you make me sad.
where are you now?
i seriously miss you alot.
i'm going crazy because of you.
you done nothing to hurt me.
we never even really quarrel anything at all.
before you go, you told me to wait for you.
you told me you don't like me to go ITE and you want me to study better.
you some sort of scolded me because i told you i cheat during math exam.
i just realise that i didn't treasure the time we had together.
i just want to tell you this.
even though, i have to wait, i will wait and i just want to tell you, my love has never change for you. i still love you like how i love you last time.
all the sweet thing that you did for me i really love it.
the cake you draw for me at jurong point, i really love it.
all the things you have given me, i still have it with me.
i just hope 3 years will pass super fast.
i just want nothing but you.
i don't want any single shit thing from vivo.
because i just only want you.
i love the surprise you gave me.
i love to sit on your motorcycle.
that second last night spending time with you, you come kallang to fetch me out after the peranakan concert i watched with my mum.
the warm you had given me i love it.
i love it when you hug me tight.
i love it when you are out, you come right to my house and bring me out sitting on your motorcycle even you don't have any liscence.
you will care for me more than yourself even i just had a small little knock at my head when my head accidentally knock against your room table.
you know that i don't like you to smoke so much and you even reduce from 1 pack a day till half pack.
i love to hug you because i get to smell the smoke smell and your calvin klein perfume mix together at your shirt.
i love it when i drink too much you will stop me for drinking.
i love to go out with you and your friends because i can get to see jokes around.
i love to see you smile when you like the boxers that i get for you.
i never regret loving you at all.
if i have 3 wishes, the first wish i'm gonna wish is, time flies to 3 years time and i'll get to see you again.
second wish, i wish that all the baddies will be gone.
and the last wish i'm gonna wish is ask for 3 more wishes.
8 more days you are turning 18.
and that is when you really can take your motorcycle liscence.
but i think have to wait 3 years then can take. =/
shall post till here.

ps : i'm counting down to your birthday.

2009-06-09T00:30:00.000-07:00

ok.
i shall delete the previous post since i think is inapropriate.
ok fine.
no one is in the wrong ok?
it just a little of flick and flare ok?
since you say it no use to rake up the past then i shall not rake up the past.
what you both wanna do, then ok.
you all decided saturday then saturday then.

ps : i don't want to get hurt anymore

2009-06-08T20:53:00.000-07:00

freak.
i think my Ipod touch is spoil?
lols...
who cares...
just bring to the shop and ask i will know...
anyway, today i stay at home the whole day.
my head damm pain.
the headache is killing me.
then mummy did not went to work also..
so, we went to grandma house together.
then today is keith birthday.
HAPPY 11TH BIRTHDAY KEITH LIM!
wasn't feeling that well afterall.
so mummy said, had some chocolate will feel better...
so, i ate 3 chocolate, i feel better a little...
tomorrow i'm meeting cheryl for lunch and follow by shopping at vivo i guessed?
and mel overslept too..
ahahs...
so not only me(:
anyway, yesterday mel at msn said something super funny.
and 1 more day rendall is coming back from australia(:
ok.
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow!

ps : sickening day

2009-06-07T19:45:00.000-07:00

today was at home the whole day.
didn't go anywhere.
yesterday night was on the phone with mel the whole night.
we chatted till 7am then sleep.
woke up at 5pm.
thanks to mel's sms.
he's like spamming my whole inbox...
never mind...
anyway, tomorrow maybe i'll be rotting at home?
shannon bomb me.
say what suddenly got family gathering all this shit.
forget it.
don't meet then don't meet.
who cares?
tomorrow night jerome coming back to singapore from beijing.
going airport to fetch him maybe?
and tuesday rendall is coming back to singapore from australia.
and he ask me to go airport to fetch him.
so, i'm ok with it.
and i'm gonna spent most of holiday time with jerom(:
have to do alot of catch up with him.
shall post till here(:

ps : i'm willie woo(:

2009-06-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

i just got home.
one word to describe me now.
and is TIRE!
anyway...
i went out super early this morning?
slept at 4am this morning.
and wake up at 6am to prepare myself?
so i went east coast cycle with cliques(:
reach bedok at around 7 plus?
was there the early ones.
when i reach there,
willie, adam, trixia, ah xiong was there...
then we waited for bao qiang and boon to come.
they reach around 8?
so we bused to east coast.
went mac for breakfast.
after eating finish, we slack went to the place that rent bicycle.
while we walking there,
willie change name with me.
so now, i'm willie and his name is mel(:
so, call me willie from now(:
we reach, we rent 5 bicycles.
trixia and adam on the couple bicycle and the rest of us was in the single bicycle..
we were like racing la...
then we reach one nice spot, we laid the mat and we rest there.
stupid mel go make me...
then we are like sort of playing catching and adam and trixia is like lovey dovey over there...
so, we went 7eleven bought some chips and drink.
trixia made some sandwich...
left around 1pm?
and we went to adam house that is at hougang.
damm far.
so we slept at the train.
mel lent me his shoulder and slept.
reach outram, change to purple line...
sleep all the way to hougang.
reach hougang went to one coffee shop to buy muachee then headed to adam house.
adam house is a legend...
he has alot of things la.
is like, he stay at 2 house?
because his parents buy 2 house and merge it into a house..
and the most coolest thing is, he has this room, that is pitch dark and is like his drum set, guitar all inside the room.
and only he have the key la.
is like WTF, the parents are damm good to him la.
so we went into that room, on the air con because the weather is hot and the guys play with the drums and guitar while me and trixia plays with mel's iPOD touch.
and the most shittest thing is, i do not know whether is my iPOD spoil or the cable.
i can't put in any music just for now.
never mind.
next week shall go town to fix it.
and adam parents went out buy some food back.
and they bought food and we had steamboat for dinner(:
the parents went cold storage to buy the food.
and we ate at 5?
and ends at around 7.30pm?
then we pack up the whole place.
then i left around 10pm.
went home with mel.
he sent me back home.
bao qiang , boon and ah xiong going woodland find their friends.
trixia tonning at adam's house.
and mel sent me home.
and i didn't know that mel is studying at singapore poly till he tell me la.
so he said, when school reopen, meet for lunch.
and i was like uhm, ok.
ok...
next week i'm gonna study.
finish all the 12 sets of worksheets i have.
and this holiday, i'm going to meet up with lots of peopl(:
shannon, chen hao, joel, mel, bryan, cheryl and lots more whom i can't remember for now.
ok.
i shall post till here(:

ps : i have change my name to willie(:

2009-06-06T00:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 6 MONTH CHERYL!
AKL's FOR LIFE(:

This post is meant for you.
please read it.(:

I LOVE YOU;I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU;
I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU;I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU!

This are meant from the bottom of my heart(:
I LOVE YOU AKL.
today you are my AKL, forever you are my AKL.

ps : i love you AKL.

2009-06-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

yay..
i'm like finally posting(:
this whole week is a damm tiring day.
but worth it(:
went school for 1 whole week just for DnT coursework.
hmmm...
went to school in different timing.
monday was 9.10 , tuesday was 9.15, wednesday was
10.15, thursday was 10.45 and today was 9.45.
i really damm tire.
i pull myself to go to school.
didn't even wanna go de lor..
but no choice?
just go lor.
ok.
didn't did much today.
and saranya was cracking this lame joke.
what's blue plus black?
and she say the answer is blue black.
WTF.
damm cold and lame right?
anyway, i will stay contact with cheryl again(:
won't ever lost contact(:
shall post till here.
nothing else to post.
bored...

ps : wonderful day

2009-05-31T00:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY GARFIELD!
today went no where.
sleep till late at home today.
and my msn got virus?
and sorry those people who i sent virus to.
holiday's here.
and i'm like so happy la?
can get to sleep till late afternoon and all.
can ton or even stay out for nights.
tonight, my brother will not be coming home.
and tomorrow he has to rush home to bath and all to go for my father's friend wedding dinner?
and after that, we will go my uncle new house to take care of my cousins (:
today i went hospital at around 7.10pm?
uncle was feeling better.
but a little blur.
i think he has to stay 1 more week?
he's really bored in there.
he wanna go home badly but he can't.
i told my uncle i will visit him every single day.
he's my uncle that love me the most(:
what i wanna eat or what i want, he will give me the best.
get well soon uncle.
i love you(:
oh ya, and i only got to get a new phone around december?
never mind.
shall wait and more new phones will be launching out(:
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow.

ps : i love uncle (:

2009-05-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

came home at 10pm.
was at the hospital from afternoon till night.
really dam tire...
but what to do?
nothing...
schools end at 9 plus today.
then after school, went slacking with marissa, shanny and karei.
karei left after awhile then went to meet joseph and slack?
not long, delia came looking for us.
soo, i left after awhile.
went to get bubble tea...
then went home bath, go hospital.
then was like spending all my time there?
nothing to do...
luckily i had my IPOD with me.
then at around 4 plus, went my uncle house take something.
garfield was at home.
so around 6.05pm, mummy came, then went to grandma house take something thn went back to the hospital...
mummy, auntie and uncle went toa payoh after dropping me, garfield and grandma down at the hospital.
they went for something.
then jolean came.
then we wait for them at the hospital till 8.45pm?
then we go henderson had our dinner.
had wonton mee for dinner...
actually i was craving for macs.
but, oh well...
forget about the mac.
and i also promise my uncle something.
once he get well, i will treat him eat subway and that's a deal uncle(:
must get well super super soon ok?
shall go get some sleep now.
tire...
post tomorrow.

ps : tiring day

2009-05-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

i just came back from school.
i know it early to post but i'll just post it.
i got back my report book..
i fail 2 subject...
math and science...
my mum went with me to take my report book.
if that idiot never shoot me out i cheat in exam, i only fail 1.
but never mind la.
at least what i did i dare to admit.
mummy ask me work harder for my prelims.
so, ok lor.
i'm the first to reach in our class.
hmmm...
no la.
actually is shu wen.
but mr liew was not there then i think she go walk walk?
then just nice me and my mum came, mr liew was behind us.
so, we first?
mr liew never say any bad thing about me(:
just some good things...
then after that, mummy fetch me home.
then now i'm posting...
later maybe going hospital see my uncle?
he got stroke.
and now go hospital only can 2 at a time.
like, wth?
never mind.
shall post till here.
post more later.

ps : i'm quite happy with the results i got?

2009-05-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

why you all just understand me?
why i just came home late you all scold me like a FUCK?
not say i want right?
is no fucking cab right?
you think i want de mehs?
you think i can fucking predict ah?
and you.
fucker!
i heaven even grow up you say you old i wont give you money?
WTF?
what if tomorrow i die or what?
like you know the future?
don't you all dare control me la.
say i mix with bad companies.
LOOK AT YOUR SON!
your son mix with bad companies why don't you say?
your son smoke why don't you say?
WHY MUST YOU BOTH FUCKING SCOLD ME?
tomorrow also no school right?
only take report book nia.
don't go out don't go la.
uncle got stroke,
you think i know ma?
SHE DON'T EVEN WANNA TELL ME HOW I FUCKING KNOW?
you all always say i naughty.
always say i don't want come home.
who is the one forcing me to all this?
is you all!
i know you all already keep quiet that i cheat in exam.
why must she fucking take that and threatened me?
i know what i want you all give me.
but when i just come home slightly late you all scold?
then your son?
come home 4am why don't see you scold?
isn't this call BIASED!
you all make me fucking hate you all.
i tell you all, you read my blog or not, your problem.
just go FUCKING READ MY DAMM POST!
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKSHIT!

ps : i hate going home.

2009-05-26T10:19:00.000-07:00

i feel damm fucking piss!
i feel that i'm being bomb and stuff!
fuck this life that i'm having now.
the weather is hot and cold.
what is it?
it like a dunghole la.
forget about it.
today met elvis at bukit merah interchange.
then went home change then he slack at my house.
then around 5, went marina find his friend...
then i left at around 7?
i went to look for edwin for dinner.
chat around slack around, then he went back to camp.
then leon(not from our school) ask me to meet him as he want to return me my thingy.
so i met him at bukit panjang collect my stuff.
then i went home.
now i'm dam piss with alot thingy.
my damm fucking com is damm fucking lagg.
fuck this shit com la!

ps : i feel pissed off!

2009-05-25T20:18:00.000-07:00

i just came back from school...
today weather was totally shucks.
it damm hot.
it a legend killer la.
was sweating like nobody business?
ok, let's not talk about this.
this morning before going to school, bought mac breakfast.
then emily made cheescake, so she let me try...
gosh! , it damm hell nice la.
should try.
and and today was crapping with saranya at PE.
had alot of fun.
then last period, had class contact.
then is like, this wednesday the SAF trip cannot bring andy electronic devices?
is like WTF?
no handphone for more than 2 hours?!
never mind.
after school went slacking with shanny and delia...
then we was talking some stuff.
then marissa came...
chatted awhile more, we went to eat bee hoon...
after eating, we go this place slack awhile more then we all left.
me and shanny went home in the same direction and delia and marissa went to find marissa mum...
then bused home...
was damm freaking tire and hot la.
totally is like, no strength?
never mind.
reach grandma house, straight away bath.
then after bath not long, elvis call me.
ask me meet him tomorrow...
was like, anything?
i tell him, he bomb me he's gonna die tomorrow.
then maybe i'll be meeting him.
not comfirm yet...
then then then, mummy came...
then i tell her i don't wanna stay anymore.
because too tire.
then we went home...
it a damm tiring day la...
sms edwin, saranya, keith (ACS) and ian at the same time...
anyway, bill won't explode since it unlimited SMS that you can sent la.
ok, shall go get some rest now.
too tire to think of anything.
and, i think i will pin up my frindge once again due to the hot weather.

ps : tiring day

2009-05-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

i just finish eating my dinner...
had porridage for dinner...
but before that, quarrel with my dad for some lame reason...
then then afternoon went no where...
me and edwin fell asleep.
then some idiots spam my msn telling me alot of thing.
to luqman :
you are thinking too much.
my msn nick was refering to another guy and not you.
and please stop thinking that you are so noble that say that i still like you.
that is the past...
just take it clear.
i don't like you anymore.
all is past.
stop asking me to change my nick as it sounded very sad.
i sad for other guy and not you.
please get the fact right!
i talked to him on msn.
saying this.
luqman : hey, i got something to tell you. promise me don't be angry or sad.
me : yea?
luqman : i think we should be normal friends. like best friend. and i can't be your stead.
me : yea sure.
luqman : thanks for being so understading.
me : er, i think you are thinking too much.
luqman : why? why you say that?
me : my previous msn nick wasn't refer to you. i was refering to another guy. i think you think too much. and i don't like you anymore. so, please stop thinking that i still like you till now -.- sorry...
luqman : oh, ok. nvm
is like a diao eh...
since when my msn nick refer to him?
he's thinking tooooooooo much.
and joel talked to me at msn.
saying it been a long time since i online.
he thought i went MIA...
so i tell him why and all.
and he said june holiday die die must meet up.
so i was like oh..ok
now i'm smsing joel and at the same time crapping with edwin.
ok, shall post till here.
shall sms saranya and meet her in the morning tomorrow (:

ps : i love today(:

2009-05-24T12:54:00.000-07:00

i've been posting for the past few days...
it like it is a good thing?
anyway, now edwin is at my house.
he bought my favourite fishball noodle for me(:
awesome...
but i wonder why this idiot can wake up so early la.
me and him chatted on the phone till 5am this morning.
and he come and ring my door bell at 8am?
then wake me up from my sleep...
i only slept for 3 hours.
how pathetic is it la.
anyway, today is me and his one month.
i don't know how is he doing inside and all.
i just seriously miss him alot..
should i put down this relationship?
can someone just tell me?
never mind.
and singapore sales is here.
i'm gonna buy lots of thing.
and i wanna buy that billabong flat..
it like so nice la...
and now some idiots nudge me on msn and my com lagg like hell...
sians...
edwin is staying over at my place for dinner...
what a shit..
he go tell my mum his parents never cook his share...
like... so fake-.-
anyway, this thursday, my mum coming school with me to see mr liew and mr lim to talk about the cheating thing.
so it ok..
it over.
so shall not rake up the past anymore.
shall post till here.
post more at night.

ps : my digital camera is not working!

2009-05-23T21:33:00.000-07:00

back from outside...
had dinner with uncle and auntie at chinatown....
and edwin sms me asked me out.
but was too tire to travel...
so i told him i don't wanna go.
so, after dinner.
went west coast mac for a drink.
i drank my favourite 'ICE MOCHA'.
even though, it is not as nice as starbucks, but it is still edible.
anyway, i was smsing edwin all the way till now...
i think he will come my house tomorrow to buy me breakfast?
not sure...
he said he's calling the cliques to come...
so it a ok thing.
oh and my father i think he's not angry with the cheating thingy?
he say he will sponsor me to go hong kong end of year and sponsor my holiday shopping expenses.
damm happy.
thank you daddy(:
oh, and i still owe my uncle a sakea treat.
when i earn money i will treat him then(:
shall post till here.
tomorrow wil be a better day(:
cya...

ps : i'm happy today!

2009-05-23T11:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday was not my day.
me and jeron was sent to the stuff room to write yellow form.
because someone told mr liew that i cheat in math exam which was true.
so i admit it to mr lim...
but mr lim didn't scold me.
he just talk to me.
and he ask me what is the concequences if this paper is 'N' level paper?
but it ok.
everyone does make mistakes.
even teachers.
so mr liew called my mum and told her.
my mum did not say anything.
because i seriously know that she's really disappointed in me.
and my father just told me not to do it again.
so yesterday after school, my mum called me.
she can feel that i'm moody.
so she told me that what is done can't be undone.
she just told me not to let this history happen again.
feel alittle better after she told me this.
and i went home change...
after changing, i went gina house downstairs to wait for charmaine and one of their friend.
then after they came, we went to wake gina up...
had alot of laughter...
then marissa and shanny came...
so, gina bath finish, we went to eat.
but in the middle, something happen.
which is long i'm not gonna say...
then then me shanny and marissa went off first.
then charmaine's friend call me ask me to wait for them.
so we waited for them at the big field..
then so nice, marissa had to go meet the boyfriend.
so, delia came, all of us chatted then around 5 plus marissa, shanny and delia left.
so left me, charmaine , gina and their friend.
so we play that game.
then gina lose.
so she had to do forefit on monday when she come back to school.
then we chatted till around 5.40pm?
then i took 105 to go town.
the bus ride was damm fast la.
so, i reach town around 6.05pm.
so i called my mum..
she said she's on her way.
then she reached around 6.45pm?
then after that, we walk to heeren for dinner.
there's a japanese restuarant at the basement which is damm nice.
like when you go in, they will give you a card to purchase your food.
but you don't pay money.
the price will just be slot into the card and like when you had finish eating, you will then pay at the cashier...
so both of us eat till $48.05.
and during our eating, my mum tell me alot of thing and so.
so i just listen.
i'm just so glad she's not really angry...
and after eating, we went walking at town.
and we were at tangs, she ask me if i want a wallet.
so i tell her yupp i want.
but is from river island.
and i saw this kelvin clein wallet.
very nice...
she ask me if i want it?
i just tell her no...
is like wow...
then after that, went to fetch my brother and we went home..
was damm tire and i went home, bath and i slept..
today i'm meeting my uncle they all for dinner.
so can't go out...
yea...
so shall post till here.
post more at night(:

ps: mummy, thanks for being so understanding

2009-05-20T21:55:00.000-07:00

my computer is finally back from the IT hospital..
and it work faster than last time..
awesome...
should i put down this relationship?
i don't know i should or should not...
can anyone just tell me what to do?
and i fail 2 subject?
not a bad thing after all...
and today was not my day la.
there's a fucker in my school stolen my money la.
it like, why don't that person steal my IPOD but steal my money?
weird huh...
anyway, i don't care.
it just 10 bucks...
and my father give me 10 more bucks(:
so to that person who steal my money :
you may get away this time.
but not everytime is your lucky day...
and god's watching.
and i'll sure one day you will be caught.
shall post till here(:

ps : you won't get away with this asshole.

2009-04-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

about the post you read, you had mistaken the whole thing..
i'm referring my church friend...
and sorry if you think it was you...
and the post was about me cheryl and amanda and shanny knows who is it...
so, if you think i'm saying about you, sorry i'm not even refering to you...
and the person i hate is not even you.
is amanda from my church.
get it?
don't believe just ask shanny.
she knows everything.

ps : it just a misunderstanding...

2009-04-27T14:02:00.000-07:00

Now i'm posting at com lab..
from now, everyday i will go home after school and wait for baby's call...
baby, now you are lock up):
when are you coming out?
i miss you badly...
baby, when you come out we shall go out buy lots of thing...
uhm...
we shall go get the shirt and shorts you want from town and we shall go have the beef hor fun again(:
baby, i'm writing down my everyday thingy at the book and once you are out, you will read it...
oh, at the book i write alot alot thingy to baby and what happen to me...
and thanks edwin for telling me what happen and stuff....
anyway, if baby is out this week or being bail this week, i will be happy(:
hohoho...
baby, i miss you alot alot...
can you don't leave me?
i'm scare to lost you now..
you are my everything...
if today is end of the world, my last breath of word i will tell you is i will not regret being together with you...
amd that what i mean from the bottom of my heart...
so don't don't doubt my love for you(:
shall post till here...

2009-04-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

now at com lab posting...
uhm...
shit la...
this school cannot even go listen to music?
then then block alot of website?
even youtube...
but never mind...
i downloading game into my Ipod touch...
let's talk about yesterday...
yesterday went home after school...
then then went home watch tv then take a nap for awhile...
then around 7pm go find my grandma....
then then i reach around 7.30pm..
then then go home around 8pm...
then then reach home...
my mum ask me saturday will i be free...
i told her i will be free...
then she ask me go bukit timah to buy a chocolate cake for my grandma's birthday...
then i was like saying ok?
i dont know what to get for my grandma this year...
so yea....
then then my mum say she cooking pasta and chicken wing?
oh and my mum say she's getting me the river island white shoe and wallet for me(:
thanks mummy!
and today at morning assembly, i make saranya slightly piss off(:
when she talk to me, i just huuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
then she give me that face(:
then then now i'm thinking should i call boon go with me to buy the cake from bukit timah this saturday...

ps : you are always there to cheer me up.

2009-04-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

time to post...
you may think why my every post will be at school...
because my computer internet got problem...
anyway, yesterday went vivo with shanny, arina, yazid, but when we reach vivo, arina and yazid go their own ways.
then me and shanny went to the ben and jerry...
wow...
the queueing line is really unbelivable la...
then we queue till half way, we never queue liaos...
then me and shanny intend to go habourfront mac for ice cream...
but yesterday was not our day.
the machine is spoilt then never sell...
it like ...
so we had mac..
i eat my snack wrap and shanny had fillet-O-fish meal...
then we saw yazid and arina then sit together and eat...
then then they went off first because they had finish their meal and me and shanny we stay awhile more...
then then after that, went walk walk...
then went home...
sms with boon hao on the bus...
he ask me what time will i be coming...
then went home bath and all...
boon sms me say he meet me at habourfront then go punggol together...
then suppose to meet him at 5 but i reach at 5.30...
then i reach he give me the stupid look.
then we off go to his house...
then then reach liaos...
some of his friend was also there..
then go talk with the mother...
then 7 we start our steamboat(:
then we chat chat then i drink a little(:
then took the last train home...
boon accompany me home...
then after that take cab home from habourfront...
then chat chat with boon at the cab..
then reach home, my mum was staring at her watch and look at me..
then our conversation starts here :
mum : what time is it now?
me : 11 plus?
mum : do you know you have school tomorrow?
me : ya i know...
mum : then why are you back so late?
me : because i go out late?
mum : this is not an excuse you know that?
me : ya i know..
mum : dont be back late anymore.
me : alright.
me : oh ya, friday i'm going out to meet friend for dinner.
mum : again?!
me : it a friday night(: so i can stay out late
mum : anything.. just dont mix with other people.
me : alright(:
then after that, i went back to my room continus sms boon..
then then went sleep.
then today took train to school...
reach school at 6.50am
think boon is still sleeping.
so i never sms him(:
anyway, i know a make a new friend call ian at the boon house yesterday(:
i wanna change blogskin(:

ps: i'm feeling great

2009-04-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

ok..
i must post everyday..
i must be happy every single day..
i must forget about those fucking unhappy things happen in my life.
i must stay optimistic.
i must be focus on my work now...
i'm trying to forget about you..
so please just stop appearing in my mind...
i hate it...
i hate it when you lie to me.
i hate it when you break your promise...
i hate it when you ignore me.
i seriously do hate it!
fucktard, i'm a no one to suffer all this shit.
you give me hell while you are giving her heaven...
shitty hole you are shitting me out.
the memory you give me as a friend keep flashing at my mind...
i dont know why...
i just need a damm long time to forget about you...
seriously, i just want myself to be back to normal...
i'm like been crying for you for countless night?
i'm like quarreling with my parents because you had make me emotional?
everyone around me is cheering me up because of you!
dont you feel guilty asshole?
shit..
my most vulgar post ever...
seriously now, i'm forgetting about him...
i will really never ever mention his name up ever again.
but now i still miss him as a friend deeply ):
i'm trying all my best to forget about him but i cant!
every morning or before i go to bed, i will look at my phone if you got miss call me or sms me...
but i dont get it...
but thanks keith (ACS barker) for being there and cheering me up when i'm sad...
thanks boon hao for lending me your shoulder to cry...
thanks shanny for telling me what i should do and all...
i wanna thanks all of you all who are there for me...
anyway, today is cone day.
going vivo after school for ice cream.
oh and friday i'm meeting lionel at holland for dinner...
long time never meet him liaos...
must meet this friday...
saturday is grandma's 71th birthday(:
i think i gonna get something for her...
and and and later going punggol to meet boon hao go his house for dinner...
eating steamboat with his family(:
shiok...
and and and he said he got a new tattoo...
i'm gonna see how nice is the tattoo...
now i very sians....
super sians la....
today morning almost late for school..
i woke up late...
then mummy take her time to dress up and all...
then i reach school just in time...
oh, lionel know my cousin(:
they are studying in the same poly...
what a cool thing luh...
anyway, shall post till here.
post more some other time (:

ps : i will be happy from now on!

2009-04-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

now it time to post...
at It lab now...
feel fasturated at class...
i fail my science test.
i scored 8 out of 20 overall..
did damm bad...
anyway, wednesday met shaun for dinner.
had dinner at vivo...
then went walk walk..
around 11 went home...
chatted with him on phone after that till 2 plus?
oh ya...
to shaun EX girlfriend :
you are the one who break his heart and all.
please stop pushing the blame to other people.
and ge the fuck facts right that me and him are just friend!
dont spamm my inbox with nonsense that i cant take it.
i tell him is because i never even doing any fuck thing!
just stop all your childish act.
ask yourself how you have treated him then kao bei me.
i'm not your dog for you to kao bei.
and dont act like you are still his stead..
it over...
really over...
face the fact!
and dont only start to treasure him once you lost him.
it a no use thing!

and you!
please stop finding faults with me!
i never even make you.
so please stop all your stupid act.
only low Iq poeple does all this.
don't think that we dont know what you do.
and stop being a hypocrite!
you tell people that you hate her like fuck and infront act so good to her for what?
you are just using her!
stop it luh!
it just only 4 more months la...
just stop all this nonsense la...

ps : i hate you no matter what..

2009-04-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

time to post.
went school.
actually dont feel like going...
but oh well, just go.
then morning meet up with shanny...
then assembly...
then attire check for the whole school.
was being caught for my nails being long.
have to cut on the spot.
so while, cut lor.
but did not really cut.
just trim short...
then then after school meeting baby(:
long long time never see him liaos...
then yesterday cab down to serene centre with emily and brenda.
but before going to serene centre, went slacking with grace, gina, charmaine and shanny..
we had an awesome talk la...
then while wwaiting for emily and brenda, had ice tea and cheese pancake...
talk alot to grace(:
then after finish, we go on separate ways...
then me, emily and brenda off we go to serene centre.
then they went to have buy ice cream from island creamery?
then had mac for lunch...
not feeling very well because i come that thing.
it like a ....
around 5 plus, took 74 to bouna vista then change to 145?
then went home...
tomorrow i dont know if i wanna go church not...
argh...
getting shiity about this matter...
anyway, tomorrow got oral..
all the best to those people who i know for oral(:

ps: i love you from the bottom of my heart

2009-04-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

ok.
time to post...
past few days lots of things has happen..
lots of tears had been shed this past days...
it really hurts me when you and me go on separate ways...
i keep listening to the song that you sent me really make me cry non stop.
every night without fail, i will cry myself to sleep.
why am i doing all this?
is because i cant take the fact that you had leave me when you are in the bad mood.
is like WTF?
anyway, i dont feel like saying more...
yesterday went out with brenda and emily...
went to eat botak jones and regreted alot?
lols...
after that, PMS is here.
mood swing...
after that we went NTUC look for sweets.
i cant find the sweet that i want so i decided to go bukit merah NTUC and buy.
took bus 14 home with brenda.
then i get down earlier than her and i went to buy my sweets.
i meet him for awhile after that.
after meeting him, i go my grandma house.
when i reach, no one is there.
so i went to meet my father at west coast plaza.
then my mum came and meet us and we had dinner together.
after that, was talking some crap and we went home.
then at night, he sms me.
and we was talking on the phone also...
so we ended up patching up.
i was really super happy at the point of time...
because i shed most of my tears because of him and because i love him...
and we are ok already(:
shall post till here.
sunday meeting him(:

ps: loving you is not difficult at all.

2009-03-27T10:21:00.000-07:00

i'm tire.
totally tire...
like, dont feel like going to school because i want to sleep?
anyway, yesterday after school went holland with emily, brenda and regina.
i bought frolick and i went home.
the weather was so hot.
but thanks to frolick, i dont really feel hot...
bused home and sms baby during the bus ride.
i miss baby damm hell much.
he's busy working.
and i think i cant attend church tomorrow.
i dont know how to tell alvin.
i think he's quite piss with me?
for not going for cell group and church?
i think i will really go next week then...
later i'm going home straight after school.
not going out anymore with emily and brenda.
but tuesday going out with them..
i want meet baby soon.
real sooooon.
i think i will go out at night with my mum later?
i dont want stay at home.
my father is at home playing mahjong with his friends and it will be noisy?
oh well...
anyway, i want buy something for myself.
but i dont know what to buy....
i'm thinking of buying a few top from either top shop, mango or forever 21.
i just dont know...
sunday jolean is back from thailand!
going changi aiport to fetch her (:
ok.
shall post more at my next post.
very tire.

ps: baby, i miss you alot...

2009-03-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

it been a long time never post liaos...
ok.
shall post all now.
i never meet baby for going 1 week liaos...
really miss him alot alot...
he's busy working.
i understand(:
let me post about the past few days.
monday after school went lunch with emily and brenda, had pizza for lunch.
around 5 plus, went home then do own stuff.
tuesday, daddy call me to meet him at west coast at around 6pm for dinner with mum and brother.
but before going home, went slacking with marissa, shanny, charmaine and gina...
and we were having some sort like girls talk?
after slacking, went home.
bath and change, went out.
then at night, went anchor point hong kong cafe for dinner..
after dinner, went home and i downloading games for my Ipod.
then wednesday, after school, went queensway to look at jersey...
after that, went home after that...
sms with baby all the way...
i love baby (:
in my previous post i said i will post my malaysia photo.
but will maybe i will post all the photos at the next post or next next post(:
shall post till here.
post more some other time.

ps: baby, nothings gonna change my love for you.

2009-02-28T21:50:00.000-08:00

time to post.
just come back from outside.
super super tire.
friday overnight at bao qiang's chalet.
oh and...
HAPPY BELATED 19TH BITHDAY BAO QIANG!
me and elvis bought a birhday cake for him on friday (:
and all of us finish it.
meet elvis at 6.30pm at yishun on friday.
but i reach there at 6.45pm.
and before that, went lunch with emily and brenda.
went dover for lunch.
then we talk talk then went to dover MRT there sit down and chat.
chat till 4.45pm then we went off.
then then reach home around 5.30pm and faster went to bath...
then off i went to yishun.
baby waited for me very long he said.
but still, dont care.
then we went pasir ris.
aaron was waiting for us there and we went to white sand plaza buy cake.
buy cake liaos, wanted to eat ben and jerry,
so baby bought ben and jerry for me and i share with him.
i cant upload those picture because the camera is with baby ):
so, will upload very soon.
then reach the chalet, put down our stuff we start the BBQ!
baby bbq for me honey chicken wing and sting ray.
and i share with baby(:
then half waythrough the bbq, we cut the birthday cake.
cut liaos, half of it we eat it, the other half, use to play it.
finish playing, i went with baby to E-hub walk walk.
then stupid bao qiang follow us.
never mind.
then we went to new york new york to eat dessert.
baby order waffle with ice cream and bao qiang order fried mars bar.
we share the food then after eating all, baby pay for the bill.
then we slowly walk back to the chalet.
reach the chalet, me and baby went to sleep.
very tire.
then around 12 plus 1,
baby wake me up then we went red house.
was fun going with baby bacause got his stupid joke make me laugh.
then around 2 plus, come back from red house,
all of us started to drink,
alson, aaron, bao qiang, me, baby, trixia, adam and other bao qiang friend we drink (:
baby bought 2 vodka and chivas and bao qiang bought tiger beer.
then i drink a little.
then alson went drunk again.
always like that one..
then trixia take care of him.
then me and baby drink a while, then we went to the beach.
then baby and me we talk talk then we watch sun rise together(:
super happy.
then after watching sun rise,
baby and me went to mac for breakfast.
then after finish eating, we went back chatlet get our stuff, then we go liaos.
then 5 plus, went to have dinner with uncle they all.
i dont want to go de lor.
i want go church.
but my mum and dad keep forcing me go.
sians.
tomorrow maybe going vivo take my pants or baby come my house bake cookie.
post more tomorrow.
tire.
want go sleep liaos.
GOOD NIGHT!

2009-02-26T08:09:00.000-08:00

A survey ask me to do by xinni.

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- my cheek?

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
-pissed off. because i was being wake up by sms.

3.Who was the last person u took photo with?
-Elvis of course (:

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled?
-Yes. because i was said by someone that i'm a spoilt brat for twice.

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- Not sure. maybe? maybe not?

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- yea(:

7. Do u wan someone dead?
- no. because i take it as he's childish as ever.

8. What does ur last text message says?
- my last message was : sms you later. i'm having assembly now.

9. What are u thinking right now?
- thinking of my baby right now ):

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yes! i wish elvis is here right now.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 9.30pm

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- school ?

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- yes. elvis.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- elvis (:

i have done the quiz liaos...
anyway, dont care.
i really really miss baby alot...
friday going bao qiang chalet with baby and saturday going meet my uncle they all for dinner with baby(:
anyway, just wanted to say this to 3 person from my class!
stop being a childish fool in class.
please get the facts right that i never even make the broom thingy drop!
and is your brother who walked pass make it drop.
PLEASE GET THIS FUCK FACTS RIGHT!
stop saying people xia lan like you 3 are not?
come on la.
you are sec 4 now.
please stop acting like a primary 4 kids.
and for you fat soya bean, please look at yourself before judging at people.
you are not better than me.
pleasw wear a bra if you need to.
breast so big.
people make mistaken you as a girl or GAY la.
and for you, please stop wearing your tapered pants.
you look horrible in it.
you wear it look like a three quarter pants.
and please stop giving me that fuck look when i'm giving in now.
and for you, please shut the hell up if i never say you.
because i never even offend you.
and you dont treat me as friend, who cares?
i dont need you to be my friend.
and is not i no friend.
please GET A LIFE AND GET IT ALL CLEAR!
you call me a bitch, thanks uh.
what about you?
FAT SOYA BEAN WALKING AROUND THE SCHOOL!

ps : PLEASE GROW UP.

2009-02-20T10:35:00.000-08:00

Shanny help me to change my blogskin.
thanks so much.
oh ya..
and

HAPPY BELATED 1st ANNIVESARY CLAUDIA!
i love you la cluaudia.
anyway, today super super shag...
ok.
meeting claudia for lunch later and after lunch, will go home buy lunch for baby.
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow.

ps: i love you elvis

2009-02-19T22:42:00.000-08:00

baby now is at my house.
he's staying over at my house tonight(:
he will sleep till late afternoon tomorrow.
anyway, afternoon went lunch with emily and brenda.
then after that around 5 plus went home.
then went grandma house.
around 7 plus, baby call me.
he ask me to cabbed home.
so i did.
he's so sweet.
he was downstairs my house waiting for me.
then he paid for my cabbed fair.
then he ask me go home bath.
then i ask him why he come.
he said he come to sayang my blueblack at my forehead.
that so sweet of baby la.
but he's a jackass.
he press on the blueblack super hard and rub.
i cry out.
it really super pain.
but he use his hand to wipe my tears away.
then i bath finish.
i follow him to go vivo find his parents.
then his mum say either this saturday or next saturday get the Ipod touch for me.
WOOTS!
just came home not long.
later going safra play bowling with his friend.
tomorrow go school comfirm tire.
anyway, baby is a jackass.
he did something and i have to go school buy plaster tomorrow.
shall post till here.
post more tomorrow at mr lee lab tomorrow (:

ps : ELVIS LIM IS MY ONE AND ONLY VALENTINE (:

2009-01-30T14:10:00.000-08:00

let me post a short post.
woke up damm early to help my mum to do some stuff.
father's relative coming my house today.
sians..
around 12, went out awhile to go grandaunt house to pay a visit upon her.
then after finishing going her house, went to tiong to get some bread and 'yu sheng'.
now i'm back home..
really totally shag.
i think i'm going to sleep early tonight.
tomorrow grandma house got celebration..
post more again tonight (:

ps : baby, our relationship had made us bond and closer together.